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2.20.2018

As a species I find humanoids more and more repugnant. It is amazing to me that this was not always the case with me. The infant is magnificent. But we do to them is atrocious. We turn magnificence into monsters.

As a species I find humanoids more and more repugnant. It is amazing to me that this was not always the case with me. The infant is magnificent. What we do to them is atrocious. We turn magnificence into monsters.

Criminally overprivileged, are we not, we who wish others peace? Peace? Would that be the natural salutation of someone we are shooting to pieces in Yemen, or Palestine, or Chicago?

Criminally overprivileged, are we not, we who wish others peace? Peace? Would that be the natural salutation of someone we are shooting to pieces in Yemen, or Palestine, or Chicago?

2.18.2018

Major update. Could be the most important book of this Century, Library Journal wrote of this 1967 volume. Read by James 14 years ago it's time to read it again. Number one on James list of 140 + books. Joshua tree has been......

Major update. Could be the most important book of this Century, Library Journal wrote of this 1967 volume. Read by James 14 years ago it's time to read it again. Number one on James list of 140 + books.  https://archive.org/details/onbeinghuman00mont

Joshua tree has been.... the place where this Mission has been for longer than I can recall, maybe several months now for the most part. It was never the destination but it turned out to be the right place with the right attributes at the right time. Affordable, a young auto mechanic that has been willing to dig into the problems, catastrophes and opportunities of this revolutionary solar RV vehicle. Magical natural magnificence that feeds the soul.

LSGIABeing.com will likely receive my work and upgrades for as long as I can work but it is now sufficient for the one in a million that is bursting to come to life. It is what James here needed to come to life. The elements are what brought him to life in the early 2000 timeframe and has been advancing him ever since.

And in this unbearably desperate time spiritually and materially, 2018 United States, the community that it represents is what is keeping James somewhat together and focused and the offering of it to the one in a million souls desperate to come to life, is his work for which he is grateful.

It is approaching time where Joshua Tree can be departed, in the next days or several weeks. And just at the time when departure is possible the weather is getting quite cold in this entire region. That provides the particular challenge of keeping batteries warm overnight because at freezing half of their storage energy is gone. The unifying elements of James mission have to do with channeling the LSGIA being, poorly known as God, creator, channeling that to Earth and to do so having it channeled more deeply in him.

James needs to live as close to the LSGIA being as possible and the LSGIA being exists most in undisturbed nature and in the few great Souls at the LSGIA being site throughout history.

He expects despite the cold weather to be heading north towards Sequoia National Forest and then to other points of natural magnificence.

All the while having read to him the hundred and forty or so books of the LSGIA beings at the site that have been compiled and assembled by him over the years and recently.

For many weeks now the view has persisted within James that the essential disease that is destroying humanity and will destroy Humanity is that we have decided to allow our spirit of head and flesh to rule rather than the LSGIA being, known as God to the likes of Jesus and Martin Luther King jr. And Gandhi. So this is a very very old diagnosis but it is basically lost and unheard of in 2018 Earth.

James wishes that the diagnosis was other than that, the absence of the right laws, the absence of the right demonstrations, the absence of the right nonviolent tactics. But it is none of those. It is the fundamental sickness of the human spirit. And it is too late to cure to save Humanity but it is not too late possibly to save the life, that is the spirit, of one in a million now or in the future. And James expects that that will be his work for as long as he is given.

Other than what was just described by him he feels profoundly clueless as to what to do. But just as presumably Harriet Tubman learned as she went along how to free people enslaved to other people, James believes that it can be learned how to make it more likely to free people from control by the spirit of head and flesh within them and outside of them. LSGIABeing.com

2.17.2018

Potential children in America. Look at the facts. Your parents will not fight for you. Don't be born.

Potential children in America.
Look at the facts.
Your parents will not fight for you.
Don't be born.

The policies of the right Slaughter the children. The left just b****** on FB. I wonder how this is going to turn out?

The policies of the right Slaughter the children. The left just b****** on FB.

I wonder how this is going to turn out?

On display, the universally zombie liberals, simply watching as their children are slaughtered.

On display, the universally zombie liberals, simply watching as their children are slaughtered.

Does anyone not see that any decent life in America is over? The forces of evil have massed and there's nothing to stop them.

Does anyone not see that any decent life in America is over?
The forces of evil have massed and there's nothing to stop them.

How Trump Plans to Use Fossil Fuels in fight for Global dominance. Michael Clare.

How Trump Plans to Use Fossil Fuels in the Fight ( https://www.truthdig.com/articles/trump-plans-use-fossil-fuels-fight-global-dominance/ ) Shared from @Voice Aloud Reader Android app - https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.hyperionics.avar

2.16.2018

In the future, any parent that is not devoted with their life for gun control, when your kids get shot I have no sympathy for you.

In the future, any parent that is not devoted with their life for gun control, when your kids get shot I have no sympathy for you.

Hey liberals, which if you gladly offers what you demand of people in uniform? Which of you risks your life, limb, and treasurer to do the right thing? Good officers gladly get killed by their fellows.

Hey liberals, which if you gladly offers what you demand of people in uniform? Which of you risks your life, limb, and treasurer to do the right thing? Good officers gladly get killed by their fellows.

2.14.2018

I fight for life. I do not equate pulse with life. I equate loving Spirit of goodness in action being with life. Which means I fight for a very small segment of the population, tiny, and all of non-humanoid species. LSGIABeing.com

I fight for life. I do not equate pulse with life. I equate loving Spirit of goodness in action being with life. Which means I fight for a very small segment of the population, tiny, and all of non-humanoid species. LSGIABeing.com

2.10.2018

What if LSGIA beings were our Cultural, Family, Heroes? LSGIABeing.com

What if LSGIA  beings were our Cultural, Family, Heroes? LSGIABeing.com 

Major Update. Pervasive toxicity of our culture, dealing with it...... .

Update. Pervasive toxicity of our culture, learning how to with it...... .

Neither the ability nor inclination is in me to try and avoid the toxicity for myself. Except the little bit that seems to be necessary for me to plod on with my next step in trying to help. But recent weeks have been instructing me that some of my life now may need to be spent on the experiment of attempting to live with as little of the toxicity as possible by displacing it primarily and secondarily by avoiding it. I don't know how to do that. But I think I need to learn for What Little hope I might have in helping to instruct others. I suspect it will take the form of deliberately targeting locations where Creator is to be found which with very rare exception is in nature. For months the plan has been to sweep across the Southern United States with the vehicle sol. Now it seems that the right thing to do is to seek additional natural beauty in this part of the country Sequoia National Park in particular. And in this process to learn how to exist further and further and further away from the beast in terms of products purchased, food consumed Etc.

Sol, the vehicle, May be for the first time ever fully ready for this part of the quest. A byproduct of recent efforts to stabilize safe braking seems to have yielded an increase of as much as 50% in terms of speed and also efficiency. Further testing is required. But for the first time ever the vehicle may be ready to support dealing with the kinds of mountains associated with the parks out here, comfortably Maybe. And with sufficient power to do so without too much extreme stress.

Two other aspects of my call make sense of all this and good use of the time. And they are tightly related. Within the last month it became clear to me and I began to pursue what I suspect is my central call for the rest of my days, fishing for LSGIA Beings. The first aspect of this is almost complete, establishing a portal, or website, that could be a relatively rapid entry Wormhole for the one in a million the city of being ready to be reborn. My expectation is that in my lifetime it will not do so for anyone. We are the humanoids in The Matrix and what not to leave that living death cocoon. But that I can't control. What I can control is doing my best to provide an entryway into life for the one in a million that might defy the odds. And that task is almost done.  Should be done  to the level needed by  a being  voracious to be born  within the next 3 or 4 days. LSGIABeing.com 

One, this requires that I deepen that Within Myself which is done by studying the great such beings throughout history and trying to weave them more deeply into my DNA. It is not possible to offer what one does not have one self.

Two, the process of effectively fishing for velocity of being within and the one in a million ready to be born, Reborn, is a process that I am aware of having no fuel for. Time must be spent by me to try and close this Gap Within Myself.

By the way, as mentioned in a post yesterday, for the first time in my life I am free of the illusion that anyone wants me in their life. I didn't realize I was harboring that delusion but I was. There's an accute sadness associated with this but it's not new. More than that there is a liberation of Energies. As has been written by me over the years I have been aware that my brilliant educator father was rigorous in teaching only those who badly wanted to learn. Maybe at age 66 now I am, I'm beginning to understand the Brilliance of that in him. A doctor can't cure someone that wants to be ill. Someone can't give water to a person who thinks they're already full. To attempt to do so is some mixture of harassment and waste. I think with this wisdom I can be a better friend to my friends and do a much better job of neither harassing them or enabling them in their delusion that they are not really parched. I will not stop working for them or all of creation but I will do so while much less frequency feeding the delusion.


To a young friend I know from Standing Rock: I don't know your exact situation and I'm not asking to know. But.....

To a young friend I know from Standing Rock: I don't know your exact situation and I'm not asking to know. But..... it seems that you are right in close proximity to that fracking. I hope that you're in the fight for a long long time, many many decades. Many times I've been willing to offer my whole life to death or prison. In an attempt to try and Spark a fire. There is no fire that's going to be sparked right now. Using our lives over the Long Haul to try and at least dry out some kindling for this or future Generations is our best hope. James LSGIABeing.com

2.09.2018

An odd New Freedom, Liberation, has come to me. LOL, so weird. For the first time I realize that no one wants me in their life. Yes I can only imagine how strange that sounds. But it is true, no one wants me in their life, and I've just seen it. I'm free. This has been almost perfectly true all of my years but I didn't see it this way. Freedom. Oh pretty much I've always felt the truth of this. I just haven't understood the truth of it. Freedom.

An odd New Freedom, Liberation, has come to me. LOL, so weird. For the first time I realize that no one wants me in their life. Yes I can only imagine how strange that sounds. But it is true, no one wants me in their life, and I've just seen it. I'm free. This has been almost perfectly true all of my years but I didn't see it this way. Freedom. Oh pretty much I've always felt the truth of this. I just haven't understood the truth of it. Freedom.

2.07.2018

A profoundly High correlation between those Israel has sought to destroy and history's most moral, Rachel Corrie, Jimmy Carter....

A profoundly High correlation between those Israel has sought to destroy and history's most moral, Rachel Corrie, Jimmy Carter....

I suspected love objectively can be measured in terms of how much we do not keep for ourselves.

I suspected love objectively can be measured in terms of how much we do not keep for ourselves.

Let's pretend that world citizens don't deeply love one another. Let's just pretend for a moment. How is global warming, the drowning of the coastal cities where the sophistication and wealth is, how is that not an incredible blessing as viewed by the hillbillies, Middle America, that those in the coastal cities hold in such contempt? God's flood, to them, right?

Let's pretend that world citizens don't deeply love one another. Let's just pretend for a moment. How is global warming, the drowning of the coastal cities where the sophistication and wealth is, how is that not an incredible blessing as viewed by the hillbillies, Middle America, that those in the coastal cities hold in such contempt? God's flood, to them, right?

2.06.2018

I'm feeling substantial regret at having wasted so much of the last 18 years on attempting to correct the symptoms rather than to address the disease. Yes, I have done the best I knew at every moment. But so much time wasted. The disease is our self enslavement to our spirit of head and flesh. The Cure is returning to our Natural Healthy nature, our LSGIA being, our loving Spirit of goodness in action being.

I'm feeling substantial regret at having wasted so much of the last 18 years on attempting to correct the symptoms rather than to address the disease. Yes, I have done the best I knew at every moment. But so much time wasted. The disease is our self enslavement to our spirit of head and flesh. The Cure is returning to our Natural Healthy nature, our LSGIA being, our loving Spirit of goodness in action being.

Conservatives view their savagery as a virtue, truly. Necessary toughness they consider it.

Conservatives view their savagery as a virtue, truly. Necessary toughness they consider it.

Good, kind, Israeli supporters: 'James, I have been to Palestine it is not that bad.' Don't say this to me, just unfriend me. I won't hear it from you any more than I would hear it from the white South Africans, or the southern slaveholders, or the nice Germans about the Warsaw Ghetto. And they meant it and believed it just as much as you do. Just unfriend me.

Good, kind, Israeli supporters: 'James, I have been to Palestine it is not that bad.' Don't say this to me, just unfriend me. I won't hear it from you any more than I would hear it from the white South Africans, or the southern slaveholders, or the nice Germans about the Warsaw Ghetto. And they meant it and believed it just as much as you do. Just unfriend me.

Liberals, it is more than tiresome when you complain about problems without personally paying the price.

Liberals, it is more than tiresome when you complain about problems without personally paying the price.

2.05.2018

It is normal to take work you do not like to put food on the table. For decades I did that. It is cancer pure and simple. Prostitution pure and simple. There is no greater reason why everything is being destroyed than this.

It is normal to take work you do not like to put food on the table. For decades I did that. It is cancer pure and simple. Prostitution pure and simple. There is no greater reason why everything is being destroyed than this.

Update. It is a miraculous vehicle and I am really very privileged to have it. It is also crushing me financially but I have no complaints. Maybe it.....

It is a miraculous vehicle and I'm really very privileged to have it. It is also crushing me financially but I have no complaints. Maybe it will crush me every month or maybe this is the last month. It could be the last month barring any being hit by a semi. I don't know how many years it took the Wright brothers to get the formula right on their plane and have it stabilized. Creator has really shown kindness here I think to the mission. Joshua tree is a tiny little town that has some pretty decent folks, a grungy little auto repair place with skills and abilities that isn't too expensive. Same regarding the bike shop. Same regarding a thrift store. The place I stay every night is very centrally located, a large Sandlot by some fairly nice volunteers I think who are community-minded. It has a bathroom and shower and security cameras . Several weeks ago we agreed on $13 a night. Probably this afternoon I will contact them and see if they're ever going to come and collect? Really. It has been a bit extravagant except I've tried to justify it by cooking all my meals for myself from the grocery store and also because I could set up a pup tent and leave Surplus things there during the day while I work on the vehicle. Like any new market the ebike market is plagued by an incredible lack of available knowledgeable consultation and that is a reason that I've probably spent two or three times as much money as a pioneer as the next guy after me would have to spend. But it goes with the territory and I am helping to Pioneer an important Marketplace. Fortunately I know as much about this now as most people in the world by far and unfortunately I have few to share it with. I'm hoping that this afternoon the final piece Falls in place. There is a controller which they are concerned with overheat given the thousand-pound weight of my payload but I think now that I have two Motors it will be really the perfect solution. And if so this vehicle is now a bit faster, probably 16 miles an hour instead of 13 miles an hour which is a lot, and probably can climb comfortably anything that gets in my way.

In a Home Depot Parking Lot 2 days ago as I was working on the vehicle a couple of fellas in their mid-fifties stopped and asked, how are you doing? Not well, was my reply. We.....

In a Home Depot Parking Lot 2 days ago as I was working on the vehicle a couple of fellas in their mid-fifties stopped and asked, how are you doing? Not well, was my reply. We sit here and live normal lives while the last seconds to go by to save any sort of livable future for the children. Yes, not well, I replied. I did not plan that answer but I found that was the answer in me. They seemed to understand that I meant what I was saying and they seemed to reflect for a moment that maybe I was correct although they were surprised with my answer.

If you are dealt the sinking Titanic's deck, then you make brief joy for a few your business.

If you are dealt the sinking Titanic's deck, then you make brief joy for a few your business.

Privilege justifies its savagery as necessary toughness. And yes, savagery is necessary to privilege.

Privilege justifies its savagery as necessary toughness. And yes, savagery is necessary to privilege.

2.04.2018

Totally squandered, totally wasted, the first 70% of my life on sexual excitement. What a horrible waste. So infeior.

Totally squandered, totally wasted, the first 70% of my life on sexual excitement. What a horrible waste. So infeior.

Reverence for life Schweitzer said is the Hallmark of human health. Hence I find little interest anymore in all but the one in a million humanoids in 2018. No life. Metabolism. No life. No life. My own life continues to move more and more in the direction of living for the one in a million alive now or who may be born in the future. So odd. But I'm grateful for the increasing clarity.

Reverence for life Schweitzer said is the Hallmark of human health. Hence I find little interest anymore in all but the one in a million humanoids in 2018. No life. Metabolism. No life. No life. My own life continues to move more and more in the direction of living for the one in a million alive now or who may be born in the future. So odd. But I'm grateful for the increasing clarity.

Fascinating. What for me is literally to die for, for others holds absolutely not the slightest interest. LSGIABeing.com

Fascinating. What for me is literally to die for, for others holds absolutely not the slightest interest. LSGIABeing.com

2.03.2018

James, how are you doing? My reply:  Staying on this side of suicide, well on this side of suicide. My friend replied, what's that mean?  I find.... N

James, how are you doing? My reply:  Staying on this side of suicide, well on this side of suicide. My friend replied, what's that mean?  I find.... this world twice is unbearable today as yesterday and each day is the same progression. The evil is mind-boggling. Living on the Titanic as it goes down. It's hard. But I find meaning and joy in doing my best to help others. Hugs

Honest question. Do I personally know anyone that values goodness, Loving in action, above everything else? Only four? Three others borderline?

Honest question. Do I personally know anyone that values goodness, Loving in action, above everything else? Only four? Three others borderline?

2.01.2018

My sense is that the most Godly on Earth are the Jews, the least Godly the zionists. Next most Godly the Muslims. Least Godly the Christians. Satan's Army, the Christians. Yes I stand by this. Are you blind?

My sense is that the most Godly on Earth are the Jews, the least Godly the zionists. Next most Godly the Muslims. Least Godly the Christians. Satan's Army, the Christians. Yes I stand by this. Are you blind?

Have I yet to meet a person dying to be the revolution? Actually, maybe yes. Maybe among some Jehovah's Witnesses. Maybe among some LDS. Among liberals? Probably not.

Have I yet to meet a person dying to be the revolution? Actually, maybe yes. Maybe among some Jehovah's Witnesses. Maybe among some LDS. Among liberals? Probably not.

1.31.2018

Update. I have so much to learn. Over a month now in Joshua Tree area. Totally unexpected. Between launching what I expect to be the rest of.....

Update. I have so much to learn. Over a month now in Joshua Tree area. Totally unexpected. Between launching what I expect to be the rest of..... my life's work, the LSGIABeing.com, fishing for it, and learning how to stabilize and maintain my trusted steed Sol, the vehicle, I remain here for probably yet another month. LSGIA Being, my new and highly improved Northstar, how to follow it, so much. It is possible that at horrible expense the vehicle is within days of being stabilized as a reliable vehicle. But such costly days, spent on a machine instead of on Humanity. The distraction from creating the website is very painful, but pain that is appropriate to endure. Today a new wheel is installed in the vehicle.  Much creation and Engineering is now required to make it durable  and sufficiently Powerful. But progress is being made.  So painful, but I think unavoidable. James

PS. Within recent weeks or even months I have sought the assistance of alcohol. Often in the evening I will consume the equivalent of 3 beers to shut down my system. I do not know if this is good or bad. I'm concerned that it is bad. But it gives me rest that I feel is beneficial so I continue the practice. But I am watching it and I'm not sure that it is a good idea.


1.29.2018

It is hard, for me anyway, to love someone in action for most of one's life and have it not reciprocated. It happens....

It is hard, for me anyway, to love someone in action for most of one's life and have it not reciprocated. It happens.... all the time I'm sure. But it is something my mind can't wrap around. But what has finally after 66 years wrapped around on my mind is that, James, this person accepts you in their life but does not want you in their life. 66 years. Half of that in this relationship. But only in the last day or so have I understood this. Of course I want to give that person their space. I just didn't understand it clearly enough until now, my fault, or no one's fault, but I understand it clearly enough now. And there are others, but to a lesser degree. I did not understand. Oh well, turns out you can't teach an old dog new tricks.

1.27.2018

Billionaires? Every dollar kept except for basic need is the measure of torture and murder. Same goes for us all.

Billionaires? Every dollar kept except for basic need is the measure of torture and murder. Same goes for us all.

Henry siegman, equal rights for Palestinians will cause Israelis to leave. Very important article.....

http://mondoweiss.net/2018/01/struggle-palestinians-significant/?utm_campaign=trueanthem

Stop global warming? We are not even Landing a punch. New York Times article......

https://mobile.nytimes.com/2018/01/23/business/economy/fighting-climate-change.html?emc=edit_cn_20180123&nl=first-draft&nl_art&nlid=68545757&ref=headline&te=1&mtrref=undefined&gwh=CD84EA4FB9EDB15C89D17AF5DF9CCB7C&gwt=pay&referer=

1.25.2018

I have gone from Compass to GPS. Transformative. LSGIABeing.com. After 50 years lost......

After 50 years lost in the wilderness Wasteland of our Loveless culture worshipping lust of stuff as it does I embraced putting my heart in charge of head and flesh with every breath. For all of my life I had done that to some degree but made it absolute in roughly the 2000 2001 time frame. That Compass of my heart in charge has been a Monumental blessing of joy and peace end some slight effectiveness. The notion that came to me weeks ago of LSGIA Being, loving Spirit of goodness in action being, I am experiencing as like moving from a compass to GPS, GPS being what so miraculously enables this vehicle to Traverse the country. It may be that my nervous system is quite unique and it is only either that can enjoy the benefits for this. My suspicion is that my nervous system is the same as yours and that this device, this moral ethical spiritual psychological GPS has the potential to transform every life in the direction of joy peace and Effectiveness toward revolutionising life on Earth at least maybe for one other individual. Www.lsgiabeing.com