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10.06.2012

nd 'Utter Failures at Saving Humanity 2012: Loving, King, Gandhi, Jesus....' Loving

nd 'Utter Failures at Saving Humanity 2012:  Loving, King, Gandhi, Jesus....' Loving

Debunking Romney’s $90 Billion Green Energy Lie

Debunking Romney’s $90 Billion Lie

NYT: Romeny your next GOPigs Liar in Chief? VOTE.

http://www.nytimes.com/2012/10/06/us/politics/romney-claims-of-bipartisanship-as-governor-face-challenge.html?pagewanted=all&_r=0

Time for Obama to Show Some Anger - Gary Younge, The Guardian

Time for Obama to Show Some Anger - Gary Younge, The Guardian

UN's Mrs Robinson: "The public needs to urgently motivate political leaders to act on climate change."

Robinson warns on climate change

Irish Independent - ‎8 hours ago‎
Addressing the International Bar Association annual conference in Dublin's Convention Centre yesterday, Mrs Robinson said the public needs to urgently motivate political leaders to act on climate change. "Until there is greater demand from people in ..

10.05.2012

Pedophile Maffia: Activists Protest San Francisco's New Tipsy Archbishop SFist

Activists Protest San Francisco's New Tipsy Archbishop

SFist - ‎24 minutes ago‎
Roman Catholic rchbishop Salvatore Joseph Cordileone made his first performance on Thursday at St. Mary's Cathedral as dozens of civil rights advocates gathered outside the church to protest.
Outspoken gay marriage foe installed as San Francisco archbishop
Piskie-Roman Dustup in San Francisco

Compassionate GOPigs: Teen Scout Denied's 'Eagle' Because He's Gay NPR

Teenage Boy Scout Denied Organization's Top Rank Because He's Gay

NPR (blog) - ‎39 minutes ago‎
Ryan Andresen spent 12 years as a Boy Scout. Now that he's 17 and about to graduate from high school, he completed the final requirement to receive the Eagle Scout award, which signifies the highest rank in the organization.
Ryan Andresen Denied Eagle Scout Award, Kicked Out of Boy Scouts for Being Gay
Eagle Scouts Refuse to Give Gay Teen a Project Award

NYT Krugman: "There you go again" citizens. Letting GOP (Romney) sell Snake Oil

http://www.nytimes.com/2012/10/05/opinion/krugman-romneys-sick-joke.html?_r=1

10.04.2012

nd 'You can't help those who don't DESPERATELY want help. My Dad's most important teaching.' Loving

nd 'You can't help those who don't DESPERATELY want help. My Dad's most important teaching.'  Loving

“Romney may win the Oscar for his performance last night, but he’s not going to win the presidency,” Axelrod insisted.

http://www.washingtonpost.com/politics/decision2012/after-sluggish-presidential-debate-a-more-combative-obama-appears-at-denver-rally/2012/10/04/6c3b2a72-0e3d-11e2-bb5e-492c0d30bff6_story.html

Def. Sec. Robert Gates: War on Iran Would Be 'Catastrophic,' Make Tehran Nukes 'Inevitable' Antiwar.com

Robert Gates: War on Iran Would Be 'Catastrophic,' Make Tehran Nukes 'Inevitable'

Antiwar.com

NYT: Profound DEBATE ANALYSIS / FACT CHECK.

http://www.nytimes.com/interactive/2012/10/04/us/politics/20120804-denver-presidential-debate-obama-romney.html?hp&hp#/?annotation=369b1c6ef

10.03.2012

nd 'Sheeple flee me. That's so helpful. Truly.' Loving

nd 'Sheeple flee me.  That's so helpful.  Truly.'  Loving

10.02.2012

Psychological Study Reveals Why Misinformation Is So Effective (via Desmogblog)

Psychological Study Reveals Why Misinformation Is So Effective (via Desmogblog)

Auto Sales Are Highest In 4 Years New York Times

New York Times

"Steve Jobs was the first guy I found who would be regularly curled up under his desk in the morning after an all-nighter...."

http://www.forbes.com/sites/connieguglielmo/2012/10/02/untold-stories-about-steve-jobs-friends-and-colleagues-share-their-memories/

"A lot of people think that success is luck and being in the right place at the right time. But I think if you’re willing to work harder than anybody else, you can create an awful lot of your own luck."

nd 'Paying the Personal Price: Mother of ALL Progress. Loving.' Loving

nd 'Paying the Personal Price:  Mother of ALL Progress. Loving.' Loving

Aurora shooting victims call for Romney, Obama to tackle gun violence in debateThe Hill

Aurora shooting victims call for Romney, Obama to tackle gun violence in debate
Aurora survivor asks Obama, Romney for plan on guns

WP: Ryan's $6 Trillion Assault on the 99%

http://www.washingtonpost.com/opinions/paul-ryans-budget-flim-flam/2012/10/01/b6625396-0be5-11e2-bb5e-492c0d30bff6_story.html

10.01.2012

Banks Attack Eliz Warren's Senate Candidacy

Banks Attack Eliz Warren's Senate Candidacy

Banks picking up donations to Scott Brown

Politico - ‎2 hours ago‎
Wall Street never wanted to see Elizabeth Warren sworn into the Senate, and now it's flooding her opponent's campaign coffers in the final stretch of one of the closest races in the country.

'I think my dad spared my life, because I was kind, occasionally.' Loving

I've shared recently, that I have been Truly puzzled why my Saint of a dad didn't have me killed.  I mean it. 

Today, my Birthday Month, an acquaintance from high school, said 'happy bday.'  I replied how kind I found him.  He replied instantly, that he found me kind, when he needed it.  That in fact, 'made an impact on' his life.

His reply to my comment he was kind:  "as you were !!! i was heavily bullied in High School --cuz i was a nerd but you were always friendly and fair to me ---never forgot that ..made an impact on my life actually !!!

I replied:  "Truly, I have no idea why my dad, the kindest, most Loving human I've ever known, I don't know why he didn't have me killed. I'm not kidding. I feel no guilt, I did the best I knew (inescapable, for all of us), but oh God, I cringe at my total uselessness, total self-absorption by any and all earthly scales. But Friend, maybe you just gave me an insight into why he didn't have me put to death, but rather lavished unconditional love on me I've found incomprehensible to this very moment. Maybe he saw that at times, massively rare tho they could be, I could be genuinely 'good,' I could be genuinely 'kind.' Truly, what you just shared is quite valuable to me, a 'key' to my past, and my dad, that I'd been missing. Be well friend. Loving

James Meredith: "I am a warrior, and I am on a mission from God."

http://nation.time.com/2012/10/01/central-figure-in-mississippi-integration-defies-labels/

http://www.amazon.com/A-Mission-from-God-ebook/dp/B005O2YY1U/ref=tmm_kin_title_0

“I’ve always found the rhetoric of mainstream civil rights leaders and organizations to be far too timid, accommodationist and gradualist. It always seemed to me that they behaved like meek and gentle supplicants begging the oppressor for a few crumbs of justice, for a few molecules of citizenship rights.”

NYT: RIP, The Planet's LIfeguard - Barry Commoner

http://www.nytimes.com/2012/10/02/us/barry-commoner-dies-at-95.html?pagewanted=all

nd 'Mistakenly I've thought the failure mine, unable to get thru to Romm, Brown, McKibben.... No. They're not serious, yet.' Loving

nd 'Mistakenly I've thought the failure mine, unable to get thru to Romm, Brown, McKibben.... No.   They're not serious, yet.' Loving

nd 'Modern Pics of Hell: Matrix; Hunger Games Wealthy; 2012 Middle Class Existance....' Loving

nd 'Modern Pics of Hell: Matrix; Hunger Games Wealthy; 2012 Middle Class Existance....' Loving

NYPost - Legend: Ryan - Truth-teller. Fact: Deceiver

NYPost - Legend: Ryan - Truth-teller.  Fact: Deceiver http://nymag.com/daily/intel/2012/10/paul-ryan-legend-dissipates.html?imw=Y

NYT Krugman: 'Obama, Honor the Progressive Mandate you are Receiving'

http://www.nytimes.com/2012/10/01/opinion/krugman-the-real-referendum.html?_r=1

'2012 Election - the Civics Lesson I NEVER absorbed.' Loving

I'm spending huge time at msnbc, and google news elections, and cspan. 

This election season is the 'civics' lesson that maybe our country never received.

Don't miss it.

'Tragically, My life is viewed as a Trial; Heaven, is how I experience it.' Loving

It's funny, so many people see my life as a trial. Never for a nanosecond a year, do I experience it as a trial. I experience it as the Life that I always suspected Jesus died to show us. Yes, it looks like a Trial. I think that's the problem. Heaven, looks like a trial. Pls give me an update. How are you and what are you up to. Loving (what I go by. No 'Mr.' required. LOL.)

I don't know that anyone besides me saw Jesus life, not as a Tragedy, but as Heaven.  I always did.  

I was correct, it turns out.

9.30.2012

Loving here. Confession - I was not born on Earth.

I find this post almost as weird as you may.  But I experience it as a surprising new Truth for me, so I share.

No, nothing mystical involved here, and nothing to do with inter-stellar travel.

It came to me as I've reflected the last few days on an aspect of my lifelong, ever more acute social isolation. 

There is much personal history of reflection I could resurrect and point to in my recent years of writing and vlogging that I could point to, but I won't.  Anyone that has lestened to me will recall.  Anyone interested, in several hours of reading, viewing what I've provided, will see what I mean, the precursers to this clearer insight I'm now experiencing and sharing.

I've always felt 'alien,' but I'm just now seeing how profound that is for me, and how deeply rooted.  I am not speaking as to whether others have much the same feeling.  That could be interesting, but it is not something on which I have thoughts at the moment.

Please hear this carefully - I've met few, if any, that I didn't think belonged on my 'planet,' which is not planet modern-earth.  In fact, I've spent most of my life on the belief that we were all born on the same planet, and that everyone else left, and I've been trying to provoke a return.

It is still my belief that we all were created for, born for, the planet I am on. 

But certainly my conviction that we were all born there, on the planet I was born on, has been replaced by the sense that I can think of no one else that was born there. 

It is my thought that the planet I was born on, and re-inhabited in this recent decade, is preferable, the only Home of Joy.  But this is not an issue of 'superiority,' 'good,' 'bad...' for me.  It is an issue of sadness, perception of tragic lost  opportunity, and consequent doom, unless there is a mass-migration.

The root of all this comes with the reflection in the last few days that my dad is the only person I can think of that I see was too, born on my planet.  Yes, of course my vision is imperfect, tho I think it is very good. 

He is the only other person I can think of that I've known, where their entire world consisted of working for the well-being of others, clinically, objectively.  Nothing else, nothing 'equal to,' or 'higher,' not 'religion,' 'philosophy,' 'group affiliation,' ..., nothing.

I suspect that there are others that could read the above and find it not an unfamiliar perception - Jesus first comes to my mind in this regard.

Death Fast Resuming Monday

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XYoHTXh1XLs


The HOPE of Suffering Near Perfect Solitude, Ferocious Truth to one's Calling

A note from one of the less than 10 in my life that haven't totally fallen away, on facebook, this morning:  Happy Birthday (it's this month). You ARE an inspiration.
My reply: You are extremely kind in saying this Craig.  Thank you.  By being who I am, more relentlessly every day, I repel almost everyone.  This has always been true of me but it accelerates as my last vestiges of trying to be what the status quo wants of me, fall away.  It always hurt, the isolation that resulted.  Finally, I'm running toward it, not the isolation, but the Hope of being 100% what I'm supposed to be, what is needed of me.  The way I thought of it this morning was, that I was born to be an important piece of a jig-saw puzzle, but I correctly sensed that by being that, I would NOT fit with so many other pieces, so I tried to contort myself away from being what I was born to be, what was needed of me, so I wouldn't suffer that massive isolation!  But after 60 years of trying it this way, I now realize, 1.  That self distortion, self mutilation HURTS, and 2.  by self distorting, self mutilating, IF THERE ARE ONE, TWO, A FEW OTHER PUZZLE PIECES WITH WHOM I'M SUPPOSED TO FIT, I'M PREVENTING THAT, FOREVER!  No more!  I'll take my chances.  I'll be what is needed of me, for itself, for my love of the Whole.  But in doing so, when other 'pieces' more quickly than ever, realize I am NOT a Fit with them, and move away, I'm grateful, I'm happy, because I realize who and what I'm suppose to be is getting clearer, and therefore that if there are those for whom I'm a fit, it will be ever more possible, ever more easy for that potential fit to be seen, and for it to happen.  Loving  
 Post this morning:   http://youtu.be/XYoHTXh1XLs