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8.31.2013

***** MOTHERS, what right have you to keep your children ignorant of the mortal threat to their planet? What right have you to keep them from fighting for a future, with their very lives?

***** MOTHERS, what right have you to keep your children ignorant of the mortal threat to their planet?  What right have you to keep them from fighting for a future, with their very lives?

Poverty strains cognitive abilities, opening door for bad decision-making, new ... Washington Post

Poverty strains cognitive abilities, opening door for bad decision-making, new ...

Washington Post (blog) - ‎Aug 30, 2013‎

How We Are All to Blame for the Yosemite Fire. Slate Magazine

Slate Magazine

Massive canyon discovered buried under Greenland ice. The Guardian

The Guardian

nd Money is Power. Power Corrupts.

nd Money is Power. Power Corrupts.

China Introduces Subsidy for Solar Plants With Nearby Consumers. Bloomberg

China Introduces Subsidy for Solar Plants With Nearby Consumers.

Living in poverty exerts a high cognitive toll on families. The Guardian

Living in poverty exerts a high cognitive toll on families

The Guardian

'We'll fight against oil exploration', Brazilian Indians declare. Survival International. AND YOU???

'We'll fight against oil exploration', Brazilian Indians declare

Survival International

8.30.2013

Anti-Science Parents Brain-Damaging their Children forever. Babies hemorrhage after parents refuse vitamin K shots USA TODAY

USA TODAY

***** Dignity, another word for Loving

***** Dignity, another word for Loving

Pro-Palestinian groups protest Israel Philharmonic in Buenos Aires. Jewish Telegraphic Agency

Pro-Palestinian groups protest Israel Philharmonic in Buenos Aires

Jewish Telegraphic Agency

TIME: Justice Ginsburg to Officiate Gay Wedding

Justice Ginsburg to Officiate Gay Wedding

Wise Old Whooping Cranes Teach Young How to Migrate. National Geographic

Wise Old Whooping Cranes Teach Young How to Migrate
National Geographic

How's Affloholism workin for ya? New suicide data show mounting mental health concerns among baby boomers. Minneapolis Star Tribune

New suicide data show mounting mental health concerns among baby boomers

Minneapolis Star Tribune

nd Ya feelin it? "THIS IS WAR III CONDITIONS," For lovers of Creation, the next 200 billion kids, Democracy, Liberty. Ya got a pulse?

nd Ya feelin it?  "THIS IS WAR III CONDITIONS," For lovers of Creation, the next 200 billion kids, Democracy, Liberty. Ya got a pulse?

UK asked NY Times to destroy Snowden material. Reuters

UK asked NY Times to destroy Snowden material

Reuters

UK officials asked New York Times to destroy Snowden docs
Seized Snowden Files Threatens Lives, Economy, UK Says (1)

Greenland ice sheet: a chasm rivaling the Grand Canyon. Los Angeles Time

Greenland ice sheet: a chasm rivaling the Grand Canyon

Los Angeles Time

Solar & Wind Power To Be 80% cheaper than Fossil Fuels (including wreckage costs) Without Subsidies By 2025 - 60% cheaper today (NREL ... CleanTechnica

By 2025 Solar & Wind Power To Be 80% cheaper than Fossil Fuels (including wreckage costs)  Without Subsidies By 2025  - 60% cheaper today (NREL ...

CleanTechnica

Egypt naval police shoot, injure 2 Gaza fishermen, detain 5. Jerusalem Post

Egypt naval police shoot, injure 2 Gaza fishermen, detain 5

Jerusalem Post

Al Jazeera: 4 Journalists Arrested in Egypt as Part of Government "Campaign" Against the Network

http://www.slate.com/blogs/the_slatest/2013/08/29/al_jazeera_4_journalists_arrested_in_egypt_as_part_of_government_quot_campaign.html

As Talks Begin, Palestinians Reach out to Israel. ABC News

As Talks Begin, Palestinians Reach out to Israel

ABC News

Fracking brings climate debate closer to home. The Guardian

Fracking brings climate debate closer to home

The Guardian

Poverty saps mental capacity to deal with complex tasks, say scientists.The Guardian

Poverty strains cognitive abilities, opening door for bad decision-making, new ...

Washington Post (blog) - ‎1 hour ago‎
How Poverty Taxes the Brain
Poverty saps mental capacity to deal with complex tasks, say scientists

Poverty can sap people's ability to think clearly. New Scientist

Poverty shown to damage decision-making

USA TODAY - ‎5 hours ago‎
Poverty can sap people's ability to think clearly
Poor people aren't stupid; bad decisions are from being overwhelmed, study finds

(details) Cancer update: 'Chemo brain,' 'Progressively worse sickness,' Staying quiet and Updating blog Start Loving

'Chemo brain,' it is called, I was told by my nurse at Georgetown Hospital GUH, when I told her there were fewer days and hours per day when my brain didn't feel a bit fuzzy, tingling and numbness in hands and fingers.... I walked 4 blocks in the wrong direction early yesterday morning - I don't do stuff like that. A few other such mind-trick incidents. Yes, Nurse Sue said, the sickness gets progressively worse. I didn't ask her if the effects are reversed when the poison has stopped, after a while. I'm guessing, yes. I'll ask next time, in 2 weeks, Sept 12, when I meet with my oncologist Doc He, she's from China. I did ask her if the fuzziness was cancer getting into my brain, or the chemicals, poison, and like me, she is guessing the later.

My fatigue and fuzziness intensified much sooner with this 4th treatment - hit me pretty hard within hours, and persists. Harder to concentrate. More error prone. Not like me.

So, I'm pulling in, for the moment, for at least the next 3-4 days, I expect - reading, updating the blog. I will not be checking FB or Email during this time.  I need to rest, and do some downtime, and maintenance, my body is telling me.

KEEP ON!

I am checking the news, and autoposting to my FB, as I post to the blog. I use twitterfeed, that also simulposts to FB, titles only, with link.  

Regarding the blog: I've just posted this note at the top where the most recent posts are listed. Please NOTE:

#1. ALL BROWSERS HANDLE THIS BLOG EXCEPT INTERNET EXPLORER WHICH RUINS IT. 
#2. ALSO, "nd" means 'no detail,' subject line only, don't bother clicking link. 
#3. SEE 'FACEBOOK' TAB ABOVE. MOST OF MY POSTING IS THERE NOW - STARTLOVING1.  
#4. THIS SITE IS NOT FOR YOU, UNLESS YOU ARE ONE OF THE 5 IN A MILLION TODAY, THAT WOULD RATHER DIE THAN LIVE WITH THE STATUS QUO. IF YOU ARE, THIS SITE CAN GET YOU WHERE YOU NEED TO BE IN WEEKS OR MONTHS, WHAT TOOK ME 62 YEARS TO ARRIVE AT, NOW. NO ONE CAN MAKE CLIMBING EVEREST EASY, BUT THIS SITE MAKES IT DOABLE, NOW.




NBC poll: Nearly 80 percent want congressional approval on Syria. NBCNews.com

NBCNews.com

Nancy Pelosi the hawk tells President Obama to act on Syria. Politico

Nancy Pelosi the hawk tells President Obama to act on Syria

Politico

Cooling Pacific has temporarily obscured global warming, research shows. The Guardian

Cooling Pacific has temporarily obscured global warming, research shows

The Guardian

WashPo: U.S. spy network’s successes, failures and objectives detailed in ‘black...

U.S. spy network’s successes, failures and objectives detailed in ‘black...

WashPo: U.S. military officers have deep doubts about impact, wisdom of a U.S....

U.S. military officers have deep doubts about impact, wisdom of a U.S....

Should climate change be added to the civil rights agenda? Guardian

Should climate change be added to the civil rights agenda?

NOTICE TO MY TRUE FRIENDS REGARDING MY CANCER: GOT POISON, TODAY. WEARING A POISON PUMP, NEXT 2 DAYS. NOW THRU DAY 4 TEND TO BE HELL. IF YOU DON'T HEAR FROM ME, IF YOU DON'T HEAR BACK FROM ME, THAT'S WHAT IS UP. Loving u all http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/search/label/Loving%27s%20Cancer

NOTICE TO MY TRUE FRIENDS REGARDING MY CANCER: GOT POISON, TODAY. WEARING A POISON PUMP, NEXT 2 DAYS. NOW THRU DAY 4 TEND TO BE HELL. IF YOU DON'T HEAR FROM ME, IF YOU DON'T HEAR BACK FROM ME, THAT'S WHAT IS UP. Loving u all http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/search/label/Loving%27s%20Cancer

***** My favorite quote of all time? Thanks Cyndi Weaver, for inspiring me to remember it: “Some day, after we have mastered the winds, the waves, the tides and gravity, we shall harness for God the energies of love. Then for the second time in the history of the world, we will have discovered fire.” ― Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

My favorite quote of all time? Thanks Cyndi Weaver, for inspiring me to remember it:

“Some day, after we have mastered the winds, the waves, the tides and gravity, we shall harness for God the energies of love. Then for the second time in the history of the world, we will have discovered fire.”

― Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

8.29.2013

***** My Revered sisters, I'm dying of cancer. I have a request of you, ALL...

My Revered sisters, 

I ASK NOTHING MORE THAN that you read this WHOLE post, deeply, courageously, holding your nose if need be...  HEAR WHAT I AM SAYING IN THIS. HEAR DEEPLY, WITH YOUR SOUL.  Yes, I am boring as Hell. I put glaciers, polar ice caps, to sleep - hmmm, that's an idea.  But can you really turn down what may be my dying wish - to deeply read this whole thing? Just that???

I'm dying of cancer, the odds are 80 percent as things stand, that I'll go non-functional within about a year (was supposed to happen by now) (hmmm, where'd those tears come from? I never cry about this. Well, I never think about it, cept this moment, on the bus from the Hospital, sharing with you. Hmm.), and terminal within about the following year. I'm wearing a poison chemo pump for the next 46 hours, hoping to shrink the cancer, so it is operable, before the poison kills me. LOL. If in 2 weeks, Sept 12, they find the tumors haven't shrunk enough, they'll offer me $60,000 more of chemo, 4 more months, already knowing my answer, 'NO, I'll not take $60,000 of my future world-children's money for me to have another year or so. Not going to happen.' I've already told them, many times now.  But, if they discover on the Sept 9, intensive CT scan, that the tumors in my liver have shrunk enough to operate, they think they can give me a 40% chance at another 7-15 years of fighting, or so. To that, my answer would be Yes.
 
So, maybe you can cut me some slack, and hear what I'm saying. I ASK NOTHING MORE THAN that you read this whole post, deeply, courageously, holding your nose if need be...

Oh, and pls, try to remember, I wrote most of it, on my Android, riding across DC wearing my chemo pump (typos, dyslexiaisms, idiocies...)? Thanks.  I have few lucid moments left, before this chemo levels me, for the next 4 days.  Just try your best, hard, that is all any of us can do.  :-(

I'm willing, I'm pretty much expecting, to lose my last female friend over this, as excruciating as that WILL be for me. 90-95% of those I've found to be Friends, Family, fellow Warriors, are you, sisters, in the last 15 years, through today. Oh well.

I'm tough, no worries.  Truly, ZERO worries about me.  ZERO WORRIES FOR ME. JUST, WHATEVER YOU DO, SAVE MY NEXT 200 BILLION CHILDREN. YOU ARE OUT OF TIME. YOU ARE OUT OF TIME (http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/04/dying-4-u-2-c-averting-ecocide-20-nasas.html ). YOU ARE, BY EVERY OBJECTIVE MEASURE, INTO OVERTIME, WITH SECONDS ON THE CLOCK.  SECONDS LEFT TO GET TO THE HOSPITAL BEFORE THE FATE OF YOUR BABIES ARE DETERMINED. LITERALLY.  ACTUALLY. FOREVER.

In the following I am NOT, not,NOT... talking of seducing (GOD NO, THERE IS ZERO HOPE IN THAT. ZERO. ZERO. INFINITELY TOO WEAK, TOO UN-LOVING. TOO LITTLE, TOO LATE.), I'm talking the nuclear option, what has worked in history, withholding - imagining, and unfolding, a STRATEGIC, MIGHTILY STRATEGIC STRATEGY, FIRST PIN-POINT, THEN UNFOLDING STRATEGY... of WITHHOLDING.

Sparking, inspiring, unleashing a strategic strategy of withholding.  Read on.

Yes, it would be a miracle to achieve, and only a miracle, now, BY EVERY OBJECTIVE, SCIENTIFIC, TECHNOLOGICAL, ECOLOGICAL, ECONOMIC MEASURE, NOW, 2013, will give a future to the next generations, to all of creation, to every creature that will ever be on earth.

NOTE: HERE'S THE WHOLE SCIENCE, TECHNOLOGY, ECONOMICS AND ECOCIDAL HELL, IN ONE DRY AS DIRT, AUTHORITATIVE, 30 MIN VID http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/04/dying-4-u-2-c-averting-ecocide-20-nasas.html  ). TOOK ME 5 YEARS TO ASSEMBLE FROM THE GLOBAL SCHOLARLY LEADERS, AND YOU CAN HAVE IT IN 30 MIN. THERE IS NOTHING ELSE LIKE IT, TO THE ETERNAL SHAME OF THE INTELLECTUALLY ELITE ARMIES MORE CAPABLE THAN I. THE COWARDS.

Per the video, per 97% of the 3500 PhD climate scientists on Titanic (if you get them in a corner and help them find the guts to tell it to you straight), it is 2013 to cause the only 6% reduction in fossil fuels PER YEAR, forever, instead of the 3% per year increase, now locked in...

..... the best case as things stand:

A.  the next 2 generations will experience economic destitution paying an estimated 15-25 trillion dollars to try and suck co2 out of the atmosphere (oh, btw, that won't save sea life - all of that will be gone, for 1000 generations); an estimated 20-50% of their lifetime earnings, on top of what taxes you've ever paid, to just try and survive what we've given them, and to remediate some of the future for their kids; and

B. infinitely more likely - ecocide, irreversible, forever, earth hell, earth as eternal, perpetually writhing, Titanic Hell.  Lifeless Venus-like earth, will be the eventual, end-game - WILL CERTAINLY be the endgame, unless you sisters work the Miracle. Now.  See NASA Dr. James Hansen's, "Storms of My Grandchidren," Venus Syndrome, here and here.


Withholding. You know in History, it has been tried before. You know it has worked before - WITHHOLDING.

As you know, in truth, but maybe don't like to face, all wars have been fought, and will always be fought, wars of violence that is, for the real estate that is your female bodies, YOUR FEMALE BODIES. THE GUYS THAT ORCHESTRATE, OR THAT FIGHT WARS, WANT THE PLUNDERS OF WAR (STUFF, FAME, BRAVERY, MONEY, THE HIGH OF YOUR ADMIRING THEIR MACHOISM [IF ONLY IN THEIR ADDICTIVE MINDS...) BECAUSE THEY THINK IT WILL GET SOME OF YOU TO SLEEP WITH THEM.

YES, THERE ARE EXCEPTIONS.  The exceptions, the exceptions, the exceptions... prove the rule. Virtually all men, in one way or another, do near everything they do in life, to have sex with you. The exceptions prove the rule. I'm not saying I like it, I HATE it. But that's how it is.  Maybe we'll make it different in the future. BUT WHAT I'VE JUST OUTLINED, IS WHAT WE HAVE TO WORK WITH, TODAY.

You know the history better than I, and near all of you are smarter than I, so you know what your sisters did, for the sake of peace, thousands of years ago - Greece? Rome? I forget. Other times and places, too?  Are there such smart, strong, wise, disciplined, wise, humble, committed, courageous, LOVING... women today? If not, can the few who are, awaken the many, fast enough? NOW?

Senator(s) wife(s) was pivotal in getting your right to vote. Their Mothers were instrumental to getting the Senators and Congressmen, to vote the right way, as you know better than I. And what of today's Senators? Congressmen? President?  Governors?  Even, Captains of Industry?

By every objective measure, you are the more compassionate sex, more attuned to life, to the soon terminal life un-worth living for all life on earth. You are the best organizers, and even better among your sisters. By a piece I saw yesterday, you are objectively the smarter sex - the two highest IQ's ever measured are females, I read.

AS I'VE JUST OUTLINED, JUST REMINDED YOU, THE TRUTH IS, YOU ARE THE MOST POWERFUL SEX, BY FAR.

THAT IS THE HORRIBLE, WONDERFUL TRUTH.  IF YOU DON'T HAVE THE COURAGE TO FACE IT, WE'RE DOOMED. IF YOU DO HAVE THE COURAGE TO FACE IT, AND GRASP IT...?
THEN, THERE MAY BE A PRAYER.

Maybe what I'm saying here, strategically, has zero possibilities.

But decide, ok?  You, decide, ok?

I AM NOT OPEN TO DISCUSSING IT. I AM NOT. I WILL NOT. It is your baby, now, or it is stillborn.  Do, or don't do.

IF YOU THINK IT HAS MERRITT, AND YOU HAVE NOT ALREADY, YOU WILL FIGURE OUT WHAT I'M INCAPABLE FIGURING OUT, BEYOND WHAT I'VE SHARED HERE, AND YOU'LL GET IT GOING, remembering, "Full effort is full success,"  Gandhi.

Remembering, SUSAN B. ANTHONY,

"FAILURE, IS IMPOSSIBLE."  

Remembering, ELEANOR ROOSEVELT,

"THOSE WHO WOULD GIVE LIFE, MUST ENDURE BURNING."

Remembering, DIANE WILSON, and here, and here, and here, and here...

"Reasonable women adapt to the world,
and unreasonable women make the world adapt to them. And we need more unreasonable women." 

IF IT IS STUPID YOU THINK, WHAT I'VE SKETCHED OUT, HORRIBLE, POLITICALLY INCORRECT, HATEFUL, OFFENSIVE..., WHATEVER, WELL, DO WHAT YOU WILL REGARDING ME.

BUT NO MATTER WHAT,  IF THERE IS TO BE A FUTURE FOR OUR NEXT 200 BILLION KIDS, FOR ALL OF CREATION, YOU WOMEN ARE THE ONLY ONES WITH THE POWER, OBJECTIVELY, IN TRUTH, IN FACT, TO MAKE IT HAPPEN.  

"Gandhi, what is this soul force, this satyagraha, you speak of?"   

"I'm talking of the mother's love for her child, the strongest force in the universe."

Again, I AM NOT OPEN TO DISCUSSING THIS WITH YOU. I AM NOT. I WILL NOT. It is your baby, now, or it is stillborn.

I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT YOUR MIGHTY POWER "OVER" - FORCE.

I AM NOT TALKING OF SOME CHEAP, MEDIA ORIENTED, UNDIGNIFIED RANTING.

I AM TALKING OF THE UNSPEAKABLE DIGNITY, AND COURAGE, SHOWN BY YOUR SISTERS DURING THE SUFFRAGE DAYS, THE GREATEST IMPLEMENTATION OF UNVIOLENT WARFARE IN HUMAN HISTORY:

"A Women's Crusade  here and here,"

"IRON JAWED ANGELS, here and here," the book;

Iron Jawed Angels here and here, the Movie;

INEZ MILHOLLAND here and  here

I'M TALKING OF YOUR MIGHTY, NEAR INFINITE, POTENTIAL POWER 'FOR' - LOVING, IMPOSSIBLY TOUGH LOVING.

My favorite quote, ever? My favorite quote of all time? Thanks Cyndi Weaver, for inspiring me to remember it:

"Some day, after we have mastered the winds, the waves, the tides and gravity, we shall harness for God the energies of love. Then for the second time in the history of the world, we will have discovered fire.”  Pierre Teilhard de Chardin.

Everything that is NOT full EFFORT, is full failure, more finally now, than at any other time in the history of Creation.

Sisters, like it or not, the future is in your hands.

If you are honest, you know I will keep doing what I can, and will do EVERYTHING in my power to support you, you that step out, with Diane, with my last breath I will. Just ask Diane Wilson. She might not like what I do, :-), she may hate what I do (I'll never know), but she has to admit, I've done everything in my power to support her Divine Sherosim. Important what I do? No. I'm only saying I put my Life, all that I am, all that I have, every breath, where my mouth is. And never more than now.

"I'm talking of the mother's love for her child, the strongest force in the universe." Gandhi.  Me too, that's what I'm talking about. That's what with every breath I Live to embody.  "I'm talking of the mother's love for her child, the strongest force in the universe."

THAT'S THE OBJECTIVE TRUTH OF IT....

...EXCEPT, FOR THE CHILDREN.  HMMM. THE CIVIL RIGHTS WORKERS. THE ANTI-APARTHEID WORKERS, FOUND A PLACE FOR THE CHILDREN... AT THE FRONT, THE FRONT, THE FRONT OF THE MOVEMENT. AND IT MOVED MOUNTAINS. THEY WOULD NEVER, NEVER, NEVER... HAVE MOVED THE MOUNTAINS WITHOUT THE CHILDREN IN FRONT.

AND WHO HAS THE MORAL RIGHT TO KEEP THE CHILDREN FROM FIGHTING, WITH THEIR VERY LIVES IF NEED BE, FOR THEIR VERY PLANET?????????????? NO ONE. BUT WE'VE KEPT THEM TOTALLY IGNORANT....

THE MOTHERS, THE WOMEN, COULD MAKE THAT HAPPEN, NOW.... WILL THEY? WILL ANYONE(S) LEAD?

THE  MEN, CAN NOT DO THAT.  DUH. BUT, THEY CAN, AND WILL, FOLLOW.

Your brother forever, no matter what, Loving

ps: I AM NOT OPEN TO DISCUSSING IT. I AM NOT. I WILL NOT.

pps: I wonder if any of you are going to share this. It is of ZERO importance if you do, THAT I KNOW.  And if you do, it would be infinitely better if you reformulate it UNDER YOUR OWN NAME. LEAVE ME 100% OUT OF IT, ONE TRILLION MILES AWAY FROM IT. I'M PRETTY TOXIC, BY NOW. THINK, PLUTONIUM.

ppps:  Oh, I wish I'd thought of this. Saw on FB several days ago. Something like...

pppps: Sorry, one last, obvious, thing. The issues you care about - women's rights, equal pay, education for your kids, economic opportunity for your kids, ending wars, quality of life for your kids, gender equality, immigration reform, health care... did I mention, ENDING WARS?  Gone, for the next 1000 thousand generations, objectively.  The next 1000 generations will be nothing but one extended war for survival, a death spiral, unless you work an impossible miracle, now. FACT.  And you won't, unless you try.

"The person that wants to do something, finds a way.  The person that doesn't, finds an excuse."

99% of what I'm interested in is what someone says with their deeds, not with their mouths, or pens, or keyboards. I've never learned a more important lesson, and no important lesson took me as long to learn.

 99% of what I'm interested in is what someone says with their deeds, not with their mouths, or pens, or keyboards.  I've never learned a more important lesson, and no important lesson took me as long to learn.

***** "Loving, what is your religion?" I'm asked now and then. "Same as Jesus, Loving. "No, no disrespect, not christianity, that 'religion' made up AFTER his death, made up under his brand, put in his mouth, in his name, because we HATED, and HATE his ACTUAL Religion, that he lived and died to return us to - Loving." Yup, me too. "Loving, the only True Religion. The Religion of near all of the 'founders' of ALL religions."

"Loving, what is your religion?"  I'm asked now and then.  "Same as Jesus, Loving."

"No, no disrespect, not christianity, that 'religion' made up AFTER his death, made up under his brand, put in his mouth, in his name, because we HATED, and HATE his ACTUAL Religion, that he lived and died to return us to - Loving."

Yup, me too. "Loving, the only True Religion. The Religion of near all of the 'founders' of ALL religions."

“Some day, after we have mastered the winds, the waves, the tides and gravity, we shall harness for God the energies of love. Then for the second time in the history of the world, we will have discovered fire.”

― Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

Cancer Update: As I sit here in the hospital, on my 4th, and possibly last infusion of chemo poison, 2 2 weeks before finding if the cancer is operable... Whatever the Divine Parent of us all, the Creator of all wants regarding me here on Titanic (pka Earth), is Her business, not mine. :-) She wants me Home? I could use the rest. My preference, is to stay and fight a bit longer, cuz I think I'm beginning to learn how to be useful. But the 'when,' in when I go Home, is Her business not mine. MY business is to use every breath she gives me to fight for a Life worth living for my next 200 billion kids, and all of creation.

As I sit here in the hospital, on my 4th, and possibly last infusion of chemo poison, 2 2 weeks before finding if the cancer is operable...

Whatever the Divine Parent of us all, the Creator of all wants regarding me here on Titanic (pka Earth), is Her business, not mine. :-)  She wants me Home?  I could use the rest. My preference, is to stay and fight a bit longer, cuz I think I'm beginning to learn how to be useful.  But the 'when,' in when I go Home, is Her business not mine.

MY business is to use every breath she gives me to fight for a Life worth living for my next 200 billion kids, and all of creation.

***** Best definitions of Loving I've ever seen... "Love is that which cannot remain passive in the face of suffering." Teresa of Calcutta - best definition of Love I've ever seen, cept my own, "Love is Soul, in Solidarity, Serving our Global Neediest." Your brother, Loving

"Love is that which cannot remain passive in the face of suffering." Teresa of Calcutta - best definition of Love I've ever seen, cept my own... 

"Love is Soul, in Solidarity, Serving our Global Neediest." Your brother, Loving

ADORABLE (pic) NEVER GIVE UP

nd There is a special place in hell for those that use the corpses of the Holocaust to perpetrate another Holocaust.

There is a special place in hell for those that use the corpses of the Holocaust to perpetrate another Holocaust

I respect every creature, every thing, even humans. S. Loving

I respect every creature, every thing, even humans. S. Loving

READ THIS ARTICLE!!! Pope Francis has some Deathly flaws - women, activist women, gays, abortion, condoms.... BUT POPE FRANCIS HAS SOME BREATHTAKING GOODNESS, TOO. READ THIS!!!!

Pope Francis has some Deathly flaws - women, activist women, gays, abortion, condoms.... BUT POPE FRANCIS HAS SOME BREATHTAKING GOODNESS, TOO. http://www.catholicherald.co.uk/news/2013/08/29/we-need-a-restless-heart-just-like-st-augustine-says-pope/  READ THIS!!!!


Almost no one is on the planet I'm on, anymore. We were all born there, almost everyone has left, and no one returns. S. Loving

Almost no one is on the planet I'm on, anymore. We were all born there, almost everyone has left, and no one returns.  S. Loving

***** (details, article, Loving here) Q: Know who rejoices in the extermination of 6 million Jews????

Q: Know who rejoices in the extermination of 6 million Jews????
A: Right-wing Israeli's and their supporters in Canada and the US - it gave them 6 million human shields for their brutal, illegal, unspeakably cruel, barbaric, savage Plunder, Rape, and Theft of Palestinian Land (pre- June 1967 borders).

Oh, I'm Anti-Semitic you say? BOUND TO ACT, IN DUTY, TO MY 6 MILLION EXTERMINATED SISTERS AND BROTHERS, I DEVOTE MY LIFE LIFE, EVERY BREATH, EVERY BREATH (DID I MENTION, EVERY BREATH?), FOR THE LAST 15 YEARS NOW, TO BLOCK ANY HOLOCAUST, ANY TIME, TO ANYONE, ANYWHERE, FOR ANY REASON, UNDER ANY PRETEXT.

THE JEWS IN GERMANY (AND THE CLINICALLY INSANE RIGHT WITH ISRAELIS) ARE MY FAMILY.

"NEVER AGAIN" IS NOT A GENOCIDAL SLOGAN TO ME, NOT A PROPAGANDA SHIELD FOR BRUTALLY STEALING PALESTINE. FOR ME, 'NEVER AGAIN' IS A SACRED DUTY, TO THE 6 MILLION JEWS, MY FAMILY, IN GERMANY.

"The world needs dreamers and the world needs doers. But above all, the world needs dreamers who do."

***** LMFAO!!!! Oh, PLEASE, PLEASE, VIEW, SHARE THIS PIC. LMFAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I'm view this in the Hospital, getting my bi-weekly infusion of poison. LMFAO!!!!!)

pic NEVER LABEL YOURSELF OR ANYONE: "I simply feel that a human being must always recognize that he is qualitatively more than any system of thought he can imagine and therefore he should never label himself [or anyone else, EVER.]" Alan Watts

pic NEVER LABEL YOURSELF OR ANYONE: "I simply feel that a human being must always recognize that he is qualitatively more than any system of thought he can imagine and therefore he should never label himself [or anyone else, EVER.]" Alan Watts

Those who love peace must learn to organize as effectively as those who love war. Martin Luther King Jr.


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Gandhi: "What we are doing to the forest of the world are but a mirror reflection of what we are doing to ourselves and the world."

***** 03.02.07: 'WE'RE GOING TO TAKE OUT... SYRIA..." pic. 4 STAR GEN. WESLEY CLARK, SUPREME ALLIED COMMAND

8.28.2013

"The idea that some lives matter less is the root of all that is wrong in the world." Dr. Paul Farmer

"The idea that some lives matter less is the root of all that is wrong in the world." Dr. Paul Farmer

"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter." - Martin Luther King, Jr.

"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter." - Martin Luther King, Jr.

"DON'T LET ANYBODY MAKE YOU THINK THAT GOD CHOSE AMERICA AS HIS DIVINE, MESSIANIC FORCE TO BE, A SORT OF POLICEMAN OF THE WHOLE WORLD. GOD HAS A WAY OF STANDING BEFORE THE NATIONS WITH JUDGEMENT, AND IT SEEMS THAT I CAN HEAR GOD SAYING TO AMERICA, 'YOU'RE TO ARROGANT! IF YOU DON'T CHANGE YOUR WAYS I WILL RISE UP AND BREAK THE BACKBONE OF YOUR POWER, AND I'LL PLACE IT IN THE HANDS OF A NATION THAT KNOWS MY NAME." MLK JR. EXECUTED 1 YEAR LATER TO THE DAY.

"DON'T LET ANYBODY MAKE YOU THINK THAT GOD CHOSE AMERICA AS HIS DIVINE, MESSIANIC FORCE TO BE, A SORT OF POLICEMAN OF THE WHOLE WORLD.

GOD HAS A WAY OF STANDING BEFORE THE NATIONS WITH JUDGEMENT, AND IT SEEMS THAT I CAN HEAR GOD SAYING TO AMERICA, 'YOU'RE TO ARROGANT! IF YOU DON'T CHANGE YOUR WAYS I WILL RISE UP AND BREAK THE BACKBONE OF YOUR POWER, AND I'LL PLACE IT IN THE HANDS OF A NATION THAT KNOWS MY NAME."

MLK JR.  EXECUTED 1 YEAR LATER TO THE DAY.

"THERE CAN BE NO GREAT DISAPPOINTMENT, WHERE THERE IS NO GREAT LOVE." MLK JR.

"THERE CAN BE NO GREAT DISAPPOINTMENT, WHERE THERE IS NO GREAT LOVE." MLK JR.

***** "I AM CONVINCED, THAT IF WE ARE TO GET ON THE RIGHT SIDE OF THE WORLD REVOLUTION, WE AS A NATION MUST UNDERGO, A RADICAL REVOLUTION OF VALUES. WE MUST RAPIDLY SHIFT FROM A THING-ORIENTED SOCIETY, TO A PERSON-ORIENTED SOCIETY. WHEN MACHINES AND COMPUTERS, PROFIT MOTIVES AND PROPERTY RIGHTS, ARE CONSIDERED MORE IMPORTANT THAN PEOPLE, THE GIANT TRIPLETS OF RACISM, MILITARISM, AND ECONOMIC EXPLOITATION ARE IN CAPABLE OF BEING CONQUERED." MLK JR. EXECUTED 1 YEAR LATER TO THE DAY.


***** "I AM CONVINCED, THAT IF WE ARE TO GET ON THE RIGHT SIDE OF THE WORLD REVOLUTION, WE AS A NATION MUST UNDERGO, A RADICAL REVOLUTION OF VALUES.

WE MUST RAPIDLY SHIFT FROM A THING-ORIENTED SOCIETY, TO A PERSON-ORIENTED SOCIETY.

WHEN MACHINES AND COMPUTERS, PROFIT MOTIVES AND PROPERTY RIGHTS, ARE CONSIDERED MORE IMPORTANT THAN PEOPLE, THE GIANT TRIPLETS OF RACISM, MILITARISM, AND ECONOMIC EXPLOITATION ARE IN CAPABLE OF BEING CONQUERED."

MLK JR. EXECUTED 1 YEAR LATER TO THE DAY. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zyE4eo_leX8

***** "I MUST BE TRUE TO MY CONVICTION THAT I SHARE WITH ALL MEN, THE CALLING TO BE A SON OF THE LIVING GOD. BEYOND THE CALLING OF RACE, OR NATION, OR CREED, IS THIS VOCATION OF SUNSHIP, AND BROTHERHOOD. I BELIEVE THAT THE FATHER IS ESPECIALLY CONCERNED WITH HIS SUFFERING AND HELPLESS." MLK JR.

***** "I MUST BE TRUE TO MY CONVICTION THAT I SHARE WITH ALL MEN, THE CALLING TO BE A SON OF THE LIVING GOD.  BEYOND THE CALLING OF RACE, OR NATION, OR CREED, IS THIS VOCATION OF SUNSHIP, AND BROTHERHOOD.  I BELIEVE THAT THE FATHER IS ESPECIALLY CONCERNED WITH HIS SUFFERING AND HELPLESS."  MLK JR.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zyE4eo_leX8
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"THE PRESS WAS SO NOBLE IN ITS APPLAUSE, SO NOBLE IN ITS PRIASE, WHEN I WAS SAYING BE NONVIOLENT TOWARD BULL CONNOR, WHEN I WAS SAYING BE NONVIOLENT TOWARD JIM CLARK. THERE'S SOMETHING STRANGELY INCONSISTENT ABOUT A NATION AND A PRESS THAT WILL PRAISE YOU WHEN YOU SAY BE NONVIOLENT TOWARD JIM CLARK, BUT WILL CURSE AND DAMN YOU WHEN SAY BE NONVIOLENT TOWARD LITTLE BROWN VIETNAMESE CHILDREN." MLK JR.

"THE PRESS WAS SO NOBLE IN ITS APPLAUSE, SO NOBLE IN ITS PRAISE, WHEN I WAS SAYING BE NONVIOLENT TOWARD BULL CONNOR, WHEN I WAS SAYING BE NONVIOLENT TOWARD JIM CLARK.

THERE'S SOMETHING STRANGELY INCONSISTENT ABOUT A NATION AND A PRESS THAT WILL PRAISE YOU WHEN YOU SAY BE NONVIOLENT TOWARD JIM CLARK, BUT WILL CURSE AND DAMN YOU WHEN SAY BE NONVIOLENT TOWARD LITTLE BROWN VIETNAMESE CHILDREN."  MLK JR.

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"Freedom is not free. We must work for it." - Myrlie Evers-Williams

"Freedom is not free. We must work for it." - Myrlie Evers-Williams

I am certain that in your eyes you've earned, and deserve, all that you have. In the eyes of our 4 billion existing on $4 a day or less, I wonder if they feel you've earned, and deserve what you have. No, I don't really wonder. Not now that I've considered it. It is obvious.

I am certain that in your eyes you've earned, and deserve, all that you have. In the eyes of our 4 billion existing on $4 a day or less, I wonder if they feel you've earned, and deserve what you have. No, I don't really wonder. Not now that I've considered it. It is obvious.

"IT IS A DARK DAY IN OUR NATION, WHEN HIGH LEVEL AUTHORITIES, WILL SEEK TO USE EVERY METHOD, TO SILENCE DISSENT." MLK JR (EXECUTED 1 YR LATER TO THE DAY.)

"IT IS A DARK DAY IN OUR NATION, WHEN HIGH LEVEL AUTHORITIES, WILL SEEK TO USE EVERY METHOD, TO SILENCE DISSENT." MLK JR (EXECUTED 1 YR LATER TO THE DAY.)

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***** "WE MUST SPEAK. WE MUST SPEAK WITH ALL THE HUMILITY THAT IS APPROPRIATE TO OUR LIMITED VISION, BUT WE MUST SPEAK." MLK Jr (executed, 1 yr to the day later)

"WE MUST SPEAK.  WE MUST SPEAK WITH ALL THE HUMILITY THAT IS APPROPRIATE TO OUR LIMITED VISION, BUT WE MUST SPEAK." MLK Jr (executed, 1 yr to the day later)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zyE4eo_leX8
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LINK: It Is Illegal To Feed The Homeless In Cities All Over The United States. ROUND US UP AND BURN US, RIGHT?

Karl Moore and 2 other friends shared a link.

***** EVERY DOLLAR, EVERY BREATH, SPENT ON PLEASURE, IS SELF MEDICATING FOR BEING UNLOVING, ADDICTIVELY TRYING TO FILL THE VOID OF JOY THAT ONLY LOVING CAN FILL.

***** EVERY DOLLAR, EVERY BREATH, SPENT ON PLEASURE, IS SELF MEDICATING FOR BEING UNLOVING, ADDICTIVELY TRYING TO FILL THE VOID OF JOY THAT ONLY LOVING CAN FILL.

8.27.2013

***** (SEE ARTICLE) THIS IS HUGE. UNLESS WE INSPIRE OUR MEN AND UNIFORM (DID I SAY INSPIRE, WITH OUR COURAGE!??!?!) TO STAND WITH WE THE PEOPLE, US DEMOCRACY WILL PERISH FROM THIS EARTH.

  1. THIS IS HUGE. UNLESS WE INSPIRE OUR MEN AND UNIFORM (DID I SAY INSPIRE, WITH OUR COURAGE!??!?!) TO STAND WITH WE THE PEOPLE, US DEMOCRACY WILL PERISH FROM THIS EARTH.
    Today, members of the Madison Police Department came to the capitol to join the Solidarity Sing Along in the capitol rotunda, and to protest the Capitol PD's unlawful arrests of peaceful protesters.

    Reader Supported News makes the case for why the Wisconsin State Capitol Police Department should be abolished: http://bit.ly/18iNXyE

    Photo by Leslie Amsterdam
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Terrence McKenna "The cost of sanity in this society is a certain level of alienation."


Friends, it is over unless we get over being distracted by the illusion that even the best of our elected officials can, or will, do what we need. WE NEED TO FORGET THEM. THEY ARE A DEADLY DISTRACTION. We need to build the public will, among we the sheeple, and do that, and do that... until we can come back, IN THE STREETS, and DICTATE TERMS, UNVIOLENTLY, DICTATE TERMS. Everything less is killing time, and time is on their side, and almost run out, on ours.

Friends, it is over unless we get over being distracted by the illusion that even the best of our elected officials can, or will, do what we need. WE NEED TO FORGET THEM. THEY ARE A DEADLY DISTRACTION.

We need to build the public will, among we the sheeple, and do that, and do that... until we can come back, IN THE STREETS, and DICTATE TERMS, UNVIOLENTLY, DICTATE TERMS.

Everything less is killing time, and time is on their side, and almost run out, on ours.

10 years from now kids ain't gunna be sayin, 'Why was S. Loving shoutin so loud?!?' They're gunna be sayin, 'WHY THE F WEREN'T YOU?!!! WHAT KIND OF A HEARTLESS CREATURE ARE YOU???'

10 years from now kids ain't gunna be sayin, 'Why was S. Loving shoutin so loud?!?'  They're gunna be sayin, 'WHY THE F WEREN'T YOU?!!! WHAT KIND OF A HEARTLESS CREATURE ARE YOU???'

***** !!!!! SOLAR, A REAL PRAYER TO STOP ECOCIDE, NOW. (article) Solar and Electric will kill industry dinosaurs - ANYONE COUNTING ON THIS IS AN ECOCIDAL MANIAC. THE NEXT 200 BILLION KIDS, ALL OF CREATION, THEY GET NO DO OVERS. But, as a backup to SHEROIC citizen efforts, and the global economic meltdown we ALL SHOULD BE PRAYING, AND WORKING FOR... there is another prayer...

Start Loving shared a link via Bryce Kuchik.
WATCH THESE:  YOUTUBE TONY SEBA

ANYONE COUNTING ON THIS IS AN ECOCIDAL MANIAC. THE NEXT 200 BILLION KIDS, ALL OF CREATION, THEY GET NO DO OVERS.

But, as a backup to SHEROIC citizen efforts, and the global economic meltdown we ALL SHOULD BE PRAYING, AND WORKING FOR...

there is another prayer... A REAL PRAYER.

YOU NEED TO DO ALL IN YOUR POWER TO MAKE THIS PRAYER A REALITY - 
DRIVE SOLAR
GET SOLAR ON YOUR HOUSE - IF IT SAVES YOU $$$ OR COSTS YOU $$$ GET IT ON YOUR HOUSE... DEMAND WIND AND SOLAR FROM YOUR UTILITY.  THIS COULD DO IT.

Cancer update: I've been poisoned.

All these weeks and I couldn't understand how I felt. No pain.  But debilitating fatigue - 40 hours straight days 3, 4 of the chemo, and 5 hours 7am - 12 noon every day after.

I feel exactly like I've been poisoned, I suspect.  Which I have been.

It is helpful to 'understand.' I don't do nearly as well
when I don't understand what is going on.

Sept 12 I find out if it has also
been poisoning the two tumors,
or feeding them. Both
are possibilities.

Yes, I am
impossibly
slow,
dense,
often.

:-(

MASSIVE COVER UP (of the hour): KBS Documentary of Exxon Mayflower Tar Sands Oil Spill

***** PIC. MLK Jr.: "We must learn that passively to accept an unjust system is to cooperate with that system, and thereby to become a participatn in its evil."

State. Status quo. I just now saw the similarity of the words.

State.  Status quo.  I just now saw the similarity of the words.

vid TWO MOS BEFORE HIS EXECUTION, THIS IS WHAT MLK SAID. YOU BETTER WATCH THIS.

vid I FIND THIS VERY, VERY FRIGHTENING - SHELL TELLS GOOGLE, YOUTUBE 'TAKE IT DOWN,' AND THEY DO IT. (I searched YouTube and couldn't find it).

I FIND THIS VERY, VERY FRIGHTENING - SHELL TELLS GOOGLE, YOUTUBE 'TAKE IT DOWN,' AND THEY DO IT. (I searched YouTube and couldn't find it).

Madge Torres shared Greenpeace UK's video: BANNED? Tell Shell and Bernie that we won't be censored.

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THIS VIDEO WAS BANNED from YouTube after Shell and Formula 1 told Google to take it down (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pRBVGKFgAUU). So now it's here on Facebook. It's our footage, we shot it so it's outrageous that they took it down. PLEASE SHARE it as widely as you can to tell Shell and Bernie Ecclestone they can't censor us, and that our campaign to Save The Arctic will only get stronger. Join us here >> http://savethearctic.org?src=fvd1
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Fukushima: Your days of eating Pacific fish may be over

https://www.google.com/search?q=FUKUSHIMA&ie=utf-8&oe=utf-8&aq=t&rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&client=firefox-a#fp=1802ab89cf9853eb&q=FUKUSHIMA&rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&tbm=nws

Bill Maher: "Freedom isn't free. It shouldn't be a bragging point that, 'Oh, I don't get involved in politics,' as if that makes someone cleaner. No, that makes you derelict of duty in a republic. Liars and panderers in a government would have a much harder time of it if so many people didn't insist on their right to remain ignorant and blindly agreeable."



Bill Maher:  "Freedom isn't free.  It shouldn't be a bragging point that, 'Oh, I don't get involved in politics,' as if that makes someone cleaner. No, that makes you derelict of duty in a republic.  Liars and panderers in a government would have a much harder time of it if so many people didn't insist on their right to remain ignorant and blindly agreeable."

History Will Pardon Manning, Even If Obama Doesn't - NewYorker

http://www.newyorker.com/online/blogs/johncassidy/2013/08/history-will-pardon-manning-even-if-obama-doesnt.html

***** vid US GENERAL WESLEY CLARK: WAR ON SYRIA... IRAN - US FORMAL PLAN FOR MANY YEARS.

When your avatar dies? Your Spirit lives on forever, in everyone that knows you, knows of you, or knows them. Get it right. Forever is a long time.

When your avatar dies? Your Spirit lives on forever, in everyone that knows you, knows of you, or knows them. Get it right. Forever is a long time.

****** UnLoving, Hateful, people are the problem - right, center and LEFT.

UnLoving, Hateful, people are the problem - right, center and LEFT.

8.26.2013

Wind Power growth less than 1/3 of what is needed by 2030. Ecocide. I'M LOVIN IT!

http://www.scotsman.com/business/energy/wind-power-market-to-quadruple-by-2030-1-3062537

The Matrix is not a thing, it is a psychology, clinical total addiction to stuff.

The Matrix is not a thing, it is a psychology, clinical total addiction to stuff.

SYRIA: WHY I LEAN TOWARD A STRIK -

SYRIA: I'VE FOUND NO SOURCE IN THE WORLD I TRUST ON THIS. NONE. YOU KNOW THEIR POSITIONS BEFORE ANY DATA COMES IN.  RIGHT WING, LEFT WING -  PROPAGANDA.

SOOOOO, IF IT MIGHT, JUST MIGHT, PRECIPITATE A MID-EAST DEBACLE, THAT STOPS THE FLOW OF OIL, CRASHES THE WORLD ECONOMY, THEREBY SLOWING THE PACE OF ECOCIDE, BUYING TIME, THAT'S WHAT I WANT.

IN THE FACE OF THE NEXT 200 BILLION KIDS BEING ON PLANET HELL, THE CREATION OF OUR COLLECTIVE COMMISSION, AND COWARDICE, WE 7.5 BILLION OF TODAY, WE DON'T MATTER.

THE NEEDS OF THE NEXT 200 BILLION, AND ALL OF CREATION, OUTWEIGH WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU, ME, MY FAMILY IN THE MIDDLE EAST, ANY OF WE 7.5 BILLION, IF, IF, IF... IT MIGHT STOP ECOCIDE BY FOSSIL FUEL.

***** PIC: WHEN THEY REACH THE TOP, THEY DISCOVER THAT THEY ARE NOT DIFFERENT PARTIES. THEY ARE CAPTIVES, HOSTAGES, DIFFERENT COLORED FEATHERS, IN THE SAME BIRD OF PREY - THE FINANCIAL ELITES. PR. OBAMA IS NO DIFFERENT. LOOK AT THE TERROR NOW, BEHIND HIS EYES. HE CAN'T HELP US. WE ARE ON OUR OWN. BE SAND IN THE GEARS. ALWAYS, SAND IN THE GEARS.

WHEN THEY REACH THE TOP, THEY DISCOVER THAT THEY ARE NOT DIFFERENT PARTIES.  THEY ARE CAPTIVES, HOSTAGES, DIFFERENT COLORED FEATHERS, IN THE SAME BIRD OF PREY - THE FINANCIAL ELITES. 

PR. OBAMA IS NO DIFFERENT. LOOK AT THE TERROR NOW, BEHIND HIS EYES.  HE CAN'T HELP US. 

WE ARE ON OUR OWN.  BE SAND IN THE GEARS. ALWAYS, SAND IN THE GEARS.