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8.29.2012

Republicans hate Obama's defense cuts. The trouble is, they voted for them. Washington Post

Republicans hate Obama's defense cuts. The trouble is, they voted for them.

Washington Post (blog) - ‎16 minutes ago‎
John McCain (R-AZ) decried Obama for cutting defense, saying, “We can't afford another $500 billion in cuts to our defense budget - on top of the nearly $500 billion in cuts that the president is already making…And yet, the president is playing no ...

Vet Activist Goes on Hunger Strike in Front of White House PBS

Vet Activist Goes on Hunger Strike in Front of White House

PBS - ‎3 hours ago‎
He hopes the hunger strike will help push the government to establish a Federal Advisory Committee. Mahany believes such a committee would focus presidential leadership on reversing the rising numbers of suicides among soldiers.

GOP voters get 12.45 percent of Colo. letters questioning citizenshipColorado Springs Gazette

GOP voters get 12.45 percent of Colo. letters questioning citizenship

GWDF2 D29a Updated handout


GWDF2 D11a 'Last Will - Everything in my posession is Cathy McGinley's...

GWDF D11a 'Last Will - Everything in my possession is my beloved Cathy McGinley's... and will be so marked tonight or tomorrow.  She is to do with it what she sees fit, most likely liquidating on EBay and dispensing the funds according to her wishes, if and when the time comes that I either no longer need, 6-8 weeks from now when expect there no longer to be calories sufficient to prolong my life,  or the goods are removed from me if you institutionalize me, or the like.

GWDF2 D11a Is it to be living death for me in a mental ward?

It would be 1 million times worse for me than dying here in front of the Embassy, but it would serve the cause just as well.  Except to store clerks, I suspect I've spoken my last words, and written my last personal good-bye's and correspondence now, whether I perish here in front of the Embassy, or decades from now having been force-fed for decades in an institution.  Yes, either would serve my Life, my next 200 billion children.  Not my business which. 

GWDF D12a New meds not covered by Medicade. Will do without.

GWDF D12a The new meds, Zantac, prescribed to increase by a factor of three my ulcer treatment, are not covered by Medicade the CVS Pharmacist nastily chastised me.  Will do without.

I'll no longer see my beloved Dr. Cardile.  She is loving, and nice.  No malice.  No mal-intent. But the first time I met one of the two psychologists that interviewed me today was within a day of my 1st or 2nd visit to her, maybe 4 or 5 years ago, he, the psych, came to see me at the vigil.  And now, the day I refused further tests she wanted me to take for what she fears is a perforated ulcer, he shows up again.  I bear her no ill will if this is more than a coincidence.  But I don't have time to feed into such madness either.

I'll just deal with whatever pain the ulcer sends my way without these new meds.  Hmmmm.  I mentioned to her, my doc, that the prior subscription hadn't been covered.

UPDATE: GWDF2 D11a Ominous? 2 City Psychologists came and interviewed me today.

GWDF D11a 2 Ominous? City Psychologists came and interviewed me today.

Note:  For all other and upcoming Global Warming's Death Fast posts, see tab, above, or check back at Global Warming's Death Fast posts.  I no longer expect to issue any outbound email / updates.  Only additional posts, here.  The time to divert ourselves, to cower behind our deadly 'talking,' reading, dialogs... to avoid Facing what needs to be 'Faced,' and 'Seen,' and Run TOWARD, the Truth of Environmental Armageddon (not Loving's Truth, the scientific and economic Truth) are gone.  I'll not enable this deadly, Deathly Cowardice any longer.  I've just updated my 'vacation' response on email, sic, to this effect.

One I've been acquainted with for 3-4 years, the other not till today.  They are nice folks.  I think their interest is human, but I also think their interest is 'professional,' well, that's their 'job,' but do they understand their job as did Alfred Adler, or Nurse Ratched; as does every medical and psychological association's charter, or the APA' charter and core (they're the ones that at the highest level approved and developed the Bush/Cheney Torture Protocols); as did Morpheus, or Smith; as did Alice Paul, or the bulk of the women''s suffragists; as did Diane Nash/Core/Freedom Riders or MLK Jr and the rest of the civil rights movement of 1961 - entirely opposite?

I suspect they were sent by my beloved doc Cardile, which makes me a little sad, tho maybe by protocol she has little professional choice.

In our long conversation in which I was completely open, as I hope they were, one appropriately mentioned that some could view what I'm doing as crazy, and have me committed (she wasn't quite that blunt) to which I replied - 'I see the most likely end to what I'm doing as being lifelong committed to a torturous institutionalization, a hideous living death in St. Elizabeth's Mental Hospital, tho I'd infinitely rather be dead.'  (Hmmm.  That's how the USSR handled (handles?) things, thinking themselves right, and righteous, and 'sane.')

Interesting.

Not my business what others do.  Just my business what I do.

I wonder who, if anyone, would come to the defense of my sanity?  Uh, besides me, I mean, and Adler and Frankl, Biko, Jagerstadder, King, Gandhi, Paul, Nash, Corrie, Jesus...?   Doubtful.

"We need to stop Talking, stop Thinking, and Start Loving."  Within days of this occurring to me one cold, February morning in 2007 or so, as I deeply pondered how we could do NOTHING of promise to stop the Darfur Genocide, within days the first cross was on my forehead - 'Start Loving.'  The Heart, Loving, Uses EVERY NEURON! But the Head and the Flesh in charge, the alternative, uses Talking and "Thinking" to defuse, to displace, the Creative Tension within ourselves that Dr. King saw as the sum and substance of all sufficient Motivation, quite rightly.

I expect from this moment forward to increase many fold my resolve to discuss, to talk about, to dialog about what I am doing no further, as was my stated resolve since the beginning of this Death Fast.  For those today, or in the future, that wish to understand what I am doing and why, tho it is obvous to anyone and everyone's never visited Soul, I have done, and will continue to leave adequate logs.  But for everyone else, that wants to 'talk' and 'think' about what I am doing, rather than 'Seeing it' for what it obviously is, I intend to quadruple my resolve to stop depriving you of that opportunity.  I'm a Bangladeshi, a Maldivian... one of the last canaries in the Coal mine called earth in which you all live - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sxc2-Do7BU

GWDF2 D11a Ominous? 2 City Psychologists came and interviewed me today.

GWDF D11a Ominous? 2 City Psychologists came and interviewed me today.  UPDATED here - http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2012/08/update-gwdf-d11a-2-ominous-city.html

One I've been acquainted with for 3-4 years, the other not till today.  They are nice folks.  I think their interest is human, but I also think their interest is 'professional,' well, that's their 'job,' but do they understand their job as did Alfred Adler, or Nurse Ratched; as does every medical and psychological association's charter, or the APA' charter and core (they're the ones that at the highest level approved and developed the Bush/Cheney Torture Protocols); as did Morpheus, or Smith; as did Alice Paul, or the bulk of the women''s suffragists; as did Diane Nash/Core/Freedom Riders or MLK Jr and the rest of the civil rights movement of 1961 - entirely opposite?

I suspect they were sent by my beloved doc Cardile, which makes me a little sad, tho maybe by protocol she has little professional choice.

In our long conversation in which I was completely open, as I hope they were, one appropriately mentioned that some could view what I'm doing as crazy, and have me committed (she wasn't quite that blunt) to which I replied - 'I see the most likely end to what I'm doing as being lifelong committed to a torturous institutionalization, a hideous living death in St. Elizabeth's Mental Hospital, tho I'd infinitely rather be dead.'  (Hmmm.  That's how the USSR handled (handles?) things, thinking themselves right, and righteous, and 'sane.')

Interesting.

Not my business what others do.  Just my business what I do.

I wonder who, if anyone, would come to the defense of my sanity?  Uh, besides me, I mean, and Adler and Frankl, Biko, Jagerstadder, King, Gandhi, Paul, Nash, Corrie, Jesus...?   Doubtful.

"We need to stop Talking, stop Thinking, and Start Loving."  Within days of this occurring to me one cold, February morning in 2007 or so, as I deeply pondered how we could do NOTHING of promise to stop the Darfur Genocide, within days the first cross was on my forehead - 'Start Loving.'  The Heart, Loving, Uses EVERY NEURON! But the Head and the Flesh in charge, the alternative, uses Talking and "Thinking" to defuse, to displace, the Creative Tension within ourselves that Dr. King saw as the sum and substance of all sufficient Motivation, quite rightly.

I expect from this moment forward to increase many fold my resolve to discuss, to talk about, to dialog about what I am doing no further, as was my stated resolve since the beginning of this Death Fast.  For those today, or in the future, that wish to understand what I am doing and why, tho it is obvous to anyone and everyone's never visited Soul, I have done, and will continue to leave adequate logs.  But for everyone else, that wants to 'talk' and 'think' about what I am doing, rather than 'Seeing it' for what it obviously is, I intend to quadruple my resolve to stop depriving you of that opportunity.  I'm a Bangladeshi, a Maldivian... one of the last canaries in the Coal mine called earth in which you all live - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sxc2-Do7BU

***** The secret reason for Netanyahu's timing on Iran Haaretz

The secret reason for Netanyahu's timing on Iran

Haaretz - ‎5 hours ago‎
In private conversations, Netanyahu has said there is nothing after Election Day, which falls on November 6. If Obama wins, Netanyahu says, he will take revenge for the overt efforts to defeat him and will prevent Netanyahu from attacking Iran. For ...
Netanyahu withdraws investment change request
How Much Is Netanyahu Worth?

NYT: GOP Conventioner Throws Peanuts at Black Carmera Woman

  1. GOP ejects people who threw nuts at camerawoman

    USA TODAY - ‎1 hour ago‎
    By David Jackson, USA TODAY The GOP ejected two people from last night's session for allegedly throwing nuts at a black CNN camerawoman, and saying, "This is how we feed animals.
    Racist Taunt Gets Attendee Evicted at RNC
    RNC attendee ejected for throwing nuts at CNN African American camerawoman

    Republican Attendee Threw Peanuts At Black CNN ...

    Huffington Post-13 hours ago
    An attendee at the Republican National Convention was allegedly thrown out of the convention center in Tampa on Tuesday after throwing ...
  2. RNC: Black CNN camera operator allegedly pelted with peanuts ...

    The Grio-2 hours ago
    The Republican National Convention was marred by a disturbing incident ...CNN can confirm there was an incident directed at our employee ...
  3. Republican Racism: Black Camerawoman Called an Animal at RNC

    Gather.com-10 hours ago
    A black camerawoman, who works for CNN, was in attendance, but one of the other attendees went on the attack, hurling peanuts at her while ...
  4. Hobbs' Hump Day Hot Topics: Black Republicans Artur Davis and ...

    Tallahassee.com (blog)-2 hours ago
    Last night saw the first set of Republican heavy hitters step up to the plate ... reporting that a Black CNN Anchor was pelted with peanuts by one ...
  5. Racism and the Modern GOP: They Built It

    Plunderbund-1 hour ago
    Two people were forcibly removed from the Republican National Convention last night for throwing peanuts at an African American CNN ...

Jim Hansen - How we can save our children's future

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Condi Rice Can't Name A Specific Obama Foreign Policy Failure ThinkProgress

Condi Rice Can't Name A Specific Obama Foreign Policy Failure

ThinkProgress - ‎7 minutes ago‎
Today on CBS's morning show, former Bush administration Secretary of State and top Mitt Romney surrogate Condoleezza Rice could not offer any specific foreign policy failures made by President Obama. Romney's allies, led by Rice and Sen. John McCain ...

GWDF2 D12a Docs agree to keep me pain free 8 more weeks

Saw my beloved doc Cardile this morning.  Amazing.  Wants me to get the colonoscopy and down the throat exam, but accepts that I won't.  Understands I just want to be kept functional for the next 4-8 weeks.  Is tripling down on the acid reducers - going to 2 doses of prilosec per day vs 1 and adding 2 daily doses of zantec.  Wants me back in immediately if things flare badly again, or to see me in a week of they stabilize.

Slept WELL last night, and only mild pain today.

8.28.2012

GWDF2 D11A ER Doc guesses ulcers. Meds proscribed.

Basically, they poked, prodded, IV'd and did more tests.  Very impressive operation.  If 'activists,' the so called 'progressives,' demonstrated .0001% the professionalism, commitment, seriousness of purpose, discipline as the young folks in the ER, everyone would have a future worth living.

The blood tests, and other tests, were inconclusive.

ER doc guesses ulcer, with pain referred to rest of abdomen. Wants me to get a colonoscopy and the other one, thru the mouth to see the stomach.  Gave me ulcer meds 4 times per day.

I see my home doc, Cardile, tomorrow at 8:30.

I expect to decline the tests.

What I want is the least expensive way to manage pain for the next 4-6 weeks.

Finishing out the writing I'm doing and then the rest of the death fast is 99.99999% mental, and I just don't want to lose all this time, energy, and effectiveness to the hours per day of pain.  Like, uh, NOW.  DAMN!


Rachel Corrie, Steve Biko's Deaths - 'Accidents'

In Rachel Corrie suit dismissal, one small question is key

Jewish Telegraphic Agency - ‎48 minutes ago‎
By Ben Sales · August 28, 2012 HAIFA, Israel (JTA) -- The verdict by a court Tuesday in the case of Rachel Corrie, an American activist killed in Gaza by an Israeli bulldozer in 2003, may have captured international attention and touched on a range of ...

GWDF2 D11B On the way to Emergency Room. Stomach took extreme turn for worse

Since 4am the emergency room was much on my mind - the worst flareup yet of my stomach issues of the last 10 months. Instead I went to CCNV Unity Heath Care where my beloved doc Cardile is and she said, 'We're sending you to emergency.  I'll be at GW hospital within minutes.

8.27.2012

Ahhh, the Pedophile Maffia - San Francisco archbishop-elect arrested for DUI CBS News

CBS News

nd GWDF2 D11A Stomach pain much better today. Tomorrow?

nd GWDF D11A Stomach pain much better today. Tomorrow?

Rachel Corrie verdict due tomorrow GlobalPost

Rachel Corrie verdict due tomorrow

GlobalPost - ‎5 hours ago‎
A member of the International Solidarity Movement waves a picture of Rachel Corrie in front of an Israeli tank during a demonstration where Corrie was killed on March 18, 2003.

Togo women call sex strike to force president's resignation USA TODAY

Togo women call sex strike to force president's resignation

USA TODAY - ‎48 minutes ago‎
By Douglas Stanglin, USA TODAY The ban is supported by an opposition coalition of political parties, civic groups and movements in the west African nation.

8.26.2012

GWDF D10B Stomach pain may force a temporary hold

It's borderline.  The pain is pretty much always there, but not always debilitating.  Yesterday was one of the days I've lost hours of work, just trying to manage the pain.  Today, so far, I can pretty well work.  I can't tell if the meds I'm taking are helping or causing.  Next day of incapacitation I expect to go back in for a consultation.  If tests could reveal some low cost treatment (that it is free to me is immaterial), or if there are low cost pain meds I could take, I'd like to know.

Over half way through Jim Hansen's "Storms of my Grandchildren," culling for the key "in their own words" quotes for the next book.  He's the only one of Romm, McKibben, Brown... in whom I find moral integrity - putting their bodies where their mouths are, to I think I'll still find useful words from the others, particularly before their mass surrender at Copenhagen.  Except for Hansen, they don't STAND for anything.  Auth-whores, nothing more? Just reporting a blow by blow of the rape from a comfortable distance?  If there's more, I can't find it.  Not anymore.  Just pandering to the gawkers and bureaucrats.

Israeli rabbi calls for prayers for Iran's destruction Reuters

Israeli rabbi calls for prayers for Iran's destruction

Reuters - ‎8 minutes ago‎
The sermon by Rabbi Ovadia Yosef added to a flurry of recent rhetoric from Israeli officials that has raised international concern that Israel, widely believed to be the Middle East's only atomic power, might attack Iran's nuclear facilities. "(When ...

8.25.2012

Loving, here. Have you ever been taunted at one of your coffee shops? Sworn at? Viciously and cruelly discriminated against, repeatedly?


August 25, 2012

My dear friends at xxxx coffee shop,    (their Identity protected, so far)

Have you ever been taunted at one of your stores?  Sworn at? Viciously and cruelly discriminated against, repeatedly? I have.  Not by your staff, who are genuinely nice and professional folks, but still, at your store.  Is that what you are about?  It was clear discrimination.  That’s illegal I suspect.  It certainly is not what xxxx, or the building owner wants to be associated with here in DC just blocks from Judiciary Square.  Is it?

The most recent cursing and  discrimination against me at your store was today.  I arrived about 8:30, purchased a large cup of decaf, and your store being quite empty that early, sat discretely at a table back in a corner for an hour.  You see, I have facial tattoos, and as a courtesy to you, I sat in a rear corner out of the way of folks.  Your staff is very nice.  I try to show my appreciation.  Last evening for example, at about 7:30pm, I spent at least 10 minutes, probably 15, cleaning up and straightening up your patio.  Your staff would have done it but  you must have had a busy day, chairs were all over, and trash was all on the ground, all around.  By the time I was done, all the chairs were in their place and the trash picked up.  

Today, after drinking some of my coffee, not wanting to take space in your store, customers were accumulating, I went to a remote part of your patio to continue working for a while.  Within 10 minutes, as has happened to me at least twice before, the power was cut to the outlet I was using for my laptop.  Within 5 minutes after that, the man that did it the first time, a dark skinned man, early 40’s I’ll guess, when I saw him I said, ‘I purchased coffee here this morning.’  He said nothing.  ‘I’m going to speak to the manager about this,’ meaning your store manager, to which he replied, “I’m the manager you son of a bitch.”  HUH?  HUH???  Cursing at me?

The prior time I saw him directly was about 2 months ago.  Again, I had purchased a drink, and was sitting in a remote part of your patio.  After about 10 minutes the power was cut.  5 minutes later, the man who today said he was the manager, came out and taunted me.  WHAT?  ‘Oh, did something happen with the breaker?  Oh, I don’t know anything about it, but I guess it did.’  Lying to me.  What?!?!?!?
Is it because I have facial tattoos, that obviously don’t have a lot of money, from my appearance, probably don’t have a home, or is it because of those three things on top of which I am a highly educated, multiple degrees, white guy?  It is absolutely rank discrimination, which  as I’ve said, to my knowledge, is against the law in America, in DC.

I expect that like every other of your customers, from here on in the future, I will be treated exactly as are all of your other customers, including, the power outside will be on, and left on when I use it.  Period.
I know you will do with this letter what best serves this end, so that I need not do so.  It can be used by you with your corporate management, DC Homeless Advocacy Law Center, the building manager, other DC Legal advocacy… or whomever you need to terminate this discriminatory, illegal, unprofessional behavior.  I wish this nasty man nothing ill.  I wish the discrimination to stop, by your action, not mine. 

NOW. I’ll know your response by how I’m treated in the future.  I know your staff will all vouch for my civility as will dozens of Secret Service, and Park Police officers in town who have watched my respectful advocacy for human rights these last 9 years or so.

Your brother, no matter what,

James E. McGinley 

GWDF2 D10A Debilitated with Pain again today. Bk 3 -

Sleep, thank goodness, so far is relatively painless.

When I awake I have 2-300 of my daily 800 calories, partly, so I can take the Prilosec and Iron without too much pain.  Uh, not today.  For the last 3 hours it is all I can do to try and doze and deal with the stomach pain.  :-(  So much work time being lost.

If this continues, Monday I'll seek an appointment with the doctor for pain management.

Those hours that I can work I'm compiling, "Your next 200 billion kids are on planet Hell unless now.... The Words of James Hansen, Lester Brown, Joe Romm, Michael  Mann, IEA, IPCC...."

8.24.2012

Audio Version Online - Resurrecting Your Unviolent Warrior - a Personal Trainer

http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/p/book-2-resurrecting-your-unviolent.html

Undocumented mom risks life in US to join activists TIME

Undocumented mom risks life in US to join activists

nd GWDF2 D9B Pr. #1: Compiling the Essential Hansen, Brown, Romm, McKibben. Daily Headline Posting on HOLD.

nd GWDF D9B Pr. #1: Compiling the Essential Hansen, Brown, Romm, McKibben. Daily Headline Posting on HOLD. 

Mass. Commuters Save Woman, Son From Train... ABC News

Mass. Commuters Save Woman, Son From Train...

ABC News - ‎54 minutes ago‎
Quick-thinking Boston-area commuters are being praised for rescuing a woman who tumbled off a subway platform and onto the tracks with her 4-year-old son in her arms.

8.22.2012

nd GWDF2 D8B Stomach Pain Largely gone last 4 hours

nd GWDF D8B Stomach Pain Largely gone last 4 hours

Bain Closes US Plant, Forces Workers to Train Chinese Replacements DailyFinance

DailyFinance

US middle class has 'worst decade in modern history' Chicago Tribune

US middle class has 'worst decade in modern history'
Chicago Tribune

nd 'I'd just let it go if today's adults were the one's to be crushed, C, L, R. But the kids?' Loving

nd 'I'd just let it go if today's adults were the one's to be crushed, C, L, R.  But the kids?'  Loving

GWDF2 D8B Severe stomach pain 2nd day

My concern is the distraction from work.  Today, I'm managing to keep working, pretty well.

My dear doc Cardile had proscribed prilosec several weeks ago.  I took it for about 4 days and stopped because it seemed to bring on the ache.  It is supposed to de-inflame the stomach lining.  Starting this morning I'm trying it again.   It can take up to 4 days if it is going to work.

Late this week or early next I expect to see the doc again if this continues.

8.21.2012

nd 'Jesus, King, Gandhi... made the word, Flesh. We're to do the same.' Loving

nd 'Jesus, King, Gandhi... made the word, Flesh.  We're to do the same.' Loving

GWDF2 D8A Back on post. Debilitated by stomach pain. :-(

GWDF D8A Back on post.  Debilitated by stomach pain.  :-(

Uneventful return trip, except my stomach hurt so bad I couldn't work, only try to rest, and that has continued the several hours I've been back.  Was it the rocking of the bus?  Progression of whatever I've got?  Too much exertion?  I'll watch it tonight, tomorrow... if this continues I may reconsider the tests, cuz I can't work, I can't concentrate with this pain.  Wimp!

Mercifully, all of the stuff I left under a bench was there undisturbed, except for some work by rats, the four legged kind.

That's all for now.  Got to go back to resting and trying to deal with this stomach pain.

nd 'God is that which is True, no?' Loving

nd 'God is that which is True, no?' Loving

8.20.2012

GWDF2 D7B Slept 17 hours today. Silence? Privacy? I'd forgotton. Seems my Body hadn't forgotten.

I had no idea my body was so exhausted - between living in a fishbowl on the streets for 1/3 of a year now, the internal bleeding, anemia, years for to-death's door hunger strikes, half rations now, not an hour's break in so many years I can't remember (how I Love it)...

Slept 12 hours yesterday, and 17 hours deep rest last night.  Little other work completed these two days besides telling some folks that have been rocks, angels in my life that I Love them, and repacking, shedding a bunch of stuff for beloved friends to store and eventually disperse.

My bus back to the Canadian Embassy leaves at 9:50am.  I can hardly wait to get back in the fight.

800 calorie per day slow-death-fast continued. Losing about 1/4 to 1/2 pound per day from 164 lbs on 8/8, the day before Nagasaki.

It remains to be seen how many of my belongings are left.  Megabus has a 50lb weight limit that I exceeded mightily but had to leave 2/3 of my belonging's under a bench. If I were black, and a con, they'd be fine.  But I'm not.  We'll see.  May have to re-create the signs, do without sleeping bags, etc.