There is tremendous potential cost , obviously , to beginning of death fast and then terminating it. But at all personal cost i subordinate myself too truth, reality, as best I can see it.
Obviously I could be too weak, too cowardly, to self centered, too deluded... To start and complete the death fast. But there is not one fiber of me that feels that. My pain for humanity is infinitely greater than any than any concern I feel for myself, before during or after any death fast or hunger strike. My every concern is of being of greatest possible hope and help.
I am certain it is not these things, potential weaknesses, above. No I do not completely dismiss them.
UnViolent warfare, loving, is 99.99 percent internal psychology. 99.999 percent of my laptop is internal circuitry. Get the circuitry right and everything else happens. I can think of little that is more important and true. Gandhi, Theresa, were emphatic that without hours of prayer, internal work, everyday , they could not do their work.
Unless Lewis and Clark threw themselves Westward they could not discover what they discovered materially.
Unless I hurl myself into new, desperately important psychological territory, based on my best intelligence at that moment, I cannot discover what I need to discover about myself, about our situation, about how to personally or collectively work to avert ecoside, or to possibly save from psychological hell the billions we are hurtling in that direction, or the one .
4.30.2013
***** 2 Sister J wrote: I appreciate you taking the time to spell this out. I di...
I appreciate you taking the time to spell this out. I did read your post re: stopping the death fast, and I didn't understand what you meant about nothing to save...as I thought your passing was going to be a spark to help people realize that there are 204 billion children to come, worth saving...so that was confusing...but your words here help clarify and I appreciate. I honor your efforts, but most of all your clarity on that journey to the top of the mountain, for in your journey, I took a journey and I learned about connecting to people's souls...I'm not sure what you don't like about McKibben's efforts...I think they are valid in terms of waking up the masses and getting people to take action...NOW
thank you for YOU~!!
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Sister J , if to save your child's life it requires an operation today but someone convinces you that getting the operation next month is much more realistic that's criminal, deadly, cruel malpractice. We have history of unviolent change. The library on my site is loaded with the relevant history. If the price of my child's operation is $10,000 and for my child to be saved it has to be paid tomorrow morning and to pay it tomorrow morning will take me to devoting everything I am and have now to secure that money, but the McKibben's of the world, whatever their intent, convince you to ignore the obvious truth, and that instead that you can go in with only $2000 tomorrow morning... Between the two of you you just killed your child. Jill, we're dealing with physics, project management, implementation time, probabilities, economics, politics, the history of change. In view of those what I'm saying is utterly clear and intellectually and historically in contestable. But we don't want to see the truth, because it is inconvenient.
If I were one of five doctors on a crash scene, I think I would run the fastest, I would work the hardest, and I would give up the last. But I would give up if I saw that the patient could not be saved. Yes touching the soul is the only hope. But what I saw from the top of the mountain is that there is no soul in America to restart. We will do absolutely anything to save our children's future as long as it is absolutely convenient. I will do anything in my power to buy a Maserati, as long as the price is under $5.
I would joyfully give my life to save every one at the crash scene. Near killing myself to get there quickly I became the one to see that's all we're already dead because I was the only one that had cared to get on site, Oh, and Diane too. So to my horror I redirected my efforts to try and save just one. But if to my shock and joy I came to see I was wrong and 10 more heroic doctors came sprinting over the hill I'd be back killing myself attempting to save all. This is very easy to understand. It is very obvious. But it is profoundly inconvenient to see, to understand , so we do not . I hate that Al Gore came up with the word because his political malpractice in this is criminal. But it is the correct word - inconvenient . For all of eternity the epitaph will now be -The next 200 billion children were condemned because for the 2013 generation it was inconvenient to break a sweat to try and save them. The US generation of 2013 would not suffer one millionth of what the women suffragists suffered for an infinitely less important goal. the 2013 generation would not suffer 1 millionth of what their peers in Egypt suffered 2 years ago. The generations of 2013 would not suffer one trillionth of what my father's generations suffered to protect their progeny from the threats they saw in world War 2. We are already dead. Not, we will be dead. We're already dead. Not metaphorically but truly we are already zombie apocalypse . There is nothing left to save. So I will attempt to build life rafts for the one in a million downstream that is dying to have what we are dying from the lack of , the loving spirit, the soul. And if there are such life rafts, that one in a million, these we've condemned to the planet hell we've given them, will be more joyful and more alive, then we Walking Dead zombies of to day.
None of these are entirely new thoughts to me Jill, I've written and spoken of them for years. But I stood on my highest mountain top yet two days ago and hence I have a clarity I did not expect, I did not want, but Gandhi was correct, truth is the ruler, truth is the rules, inconvenient, unwanted, or not. I fight on the side of the ruler, because all hope is there. I pay any personal price I bear any inconvenience to see, add to fight alongside, those rules, that ruler, no matter what it costs me, no matter how inconvenient. That's the only way I can be a prayer for any of my next 200 billion children.
Personal note - please bear with my computer crippling. I have just minutes of experience with this little handheld Samsung.
thank you for YOU~!!
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Sister J , if to save your child's life it requires an operation today but someone convinces you that getting the operation next month is much more realistic that's criminal, deadly, cruel malpractice. We have history of unviolent change. The library on my site is loaded with the relevant history. If the price of my child's operation is $10,000 and for my child to be saved it has to be paid tomorrow morning and to pay it tomorrow morning will take me to devoting everything I am and have now to secure that money, but the McKibben's of the world, whatever their intent, convince you to ignore the obvious truth, and that instead that you can go in with only $2000 tomorrow morning... Between the two of you you just killed your child. Jill, we're dealing with physics, project management, implementation time, probabilities, economics, politics, the history of change. In view of those what I'm saying is utterly clear and intellectually and historically in contestable. But we don't want to see the truth, because it is inconvenient.
If I were one of five doctors on a crash scene, I think I would run the fastest, I would work the hardest, and I would give up the last. But I would give up if I saw that the patient could not be saved. Yes touching the soul is the only hope. But what I saw from the top of the mountain is that there is no soul in America to restart. We will do absolutely anything to save our children's future as long as it is absolutely convenient. I will do anything in my power to buy a Maserati, as long as the price is under $5.
I would joyfully give my life to save every one at the crash scene. Near killing myself to get there quickly I became the one to see that's all we're already dead because I was the only one that had cared to get on site, Oh, and Diane too. So to my horror I redirected my efforts to try and save just one. But if to my shock and joy I came to see I was wrong and 10 more heroic doctors came sprinting over the hill I'd be back killing myself attempting to save all. This is very easy to understand. It is very obvious. But it is profoundly inconvenient to see, to understand , so we do not . I hate that Al Gore came up with the word because his political malpractice in this is criminal. But it is the correct word - inconvenient . For all of eternity the epitaph will now be -The next 200 billion children were condemned because for the 2013 generation it was inconvenient to break a sweat to try and save them. The US generation of 2013 would not suffer one millionth of what the women suffragists suffered for an infinitely less important goal. the 2013 generation would not suffer 1 millionth of what their peers in Egypt suffered 2 years ago. The generations of 2013 would not suffer one trillionth of what my father's generations suffered to protect their progeny from the threats they saw in world War 2. We are already dead. Not, we will be dead. We're already dead. Not metaphorically but truly we are already zombie apocalypse . There is nothing left to save. So I will attempt to build life rafts for the one in a million downstream that is dying to have what we are dying from the lack of , the loving spirit, the soul. And if there are such life rafts, that one in a million, these we've condemned to the planet hell we've given them, will be more joyful and more alive, then we Walking Dead zombies of to day.
None of these are entirely new thoughts to me Jill, I've written and spoken of them for years. But I stood on my highest mountain top yet two days ago and hence I have a clarity I did not expect, I did not want, but Gandhi was correct, truth is the ruler, truth is the rules, inconvenient, unwanted, or not. I fight on the side of the ruler, because all hope is there. I pay any personal price I bear any inconvenience to see, add to fight alongside, those rules, that ruler, no matter what it costs me, no matter how inconvenient. That's the only way I can be a prayer for any of my next 200 billion children.
Personal note - please bear with my computer crippling. I have just minutes of experience with this little handheld Samsung.
***** 1 Sister J wrote: Please tell me, what do I say to all the college students...
Please tell me, what do I say to all the college students...as to your change on the death fast...because I spoke to many of them on Earth Day telling your story...tell me, what do I tell them, exactly in your words:)...
Sister J, I feel profound accountability to humanity every second of my life, and never more so than at times of my more extreme attempts to serve . You can almost assume that for myself I've already asked myself the questions that they may ask you. I have and I am. Therefore I'm encouraging you to start with my posts. I'm encouraging you to use them as a trusted starting point.
Sadly I'm computer crippled right now. I'm trying to make do with the little Android. But if you will seriously use my posts and then ask me specific questions, with great joy I'll move heaven and earth to reply.
But a few additional thoughts.
Only one who climbs the highest mountain can then see beyond it from the top. I did not expect to see what I saw from the top of the death fast, and I do not hold up to myself or to others that perfect is my vision. But I do experience it as my clearest vision so far.
I believe you'll see in my first post terminating the death fast that I could see nothing to save. And I gave maybe six brief examples of what I meant. I sent you to that post as profoundly central to your question.
Part of what I saw from that mountain top, from the arduous climb, was that we are too dead to stand with 1 millionth of the courage, strength, speed, personal sacrifice then it will obviously take to stop Ecoside in time, which means, now. I don't deal in absolute truth. This is not academic for me. This is family for me.
What I need is sufficient truth to stand on for the next moments of battle. No offense to anyone, including my clueless, insanely in denial - of all history, criminally so, McKibben. But the only person I see for years with the remotest idea of the price, the obvious price, of stopping ecoside, is Diane Wilson. And this is central to what I said in that first post. When a species can't begin to recognize danger and stand up it is already dead and there's nothing left to save.
2 final things from this computer cripple.
Death fast is the weapon, and the only weapon, capable of starting the fire in 2013. And if the fire doesn't start in 2013 it's too late.
1 old, weird, unknown, discredited guy, could only throw away his life better spent to try and create life boats for the future.
But the second that old guy saw 10 determined young people, determined to start the fire with death fast, I would join them that second if they wanted me.
If you find my posts worth reading seriously I'll consider it a sacred Honor to reply to your specific questions.
Sister J, I feel profound accountability to humanity every second of my life, and never more so than at times of my more extreme attempts to serve . You can almost assume that for myself I've already asked myself the questions that they may ask you. I have and I am. Therefore I'm encouraging you to start with my posts. I'm encouraging you to use them as a trusted starting point.
Sadly I'm computer crippled right now. I'm trying to make do with the little Android. But if you will seriously use my posts and then ask me specific questions, with great joy I'll move heaven and earth to reply.
But a few additional thoughts.
Only one who climbs the highest mountain can then see beyond it from the top. I did not expect to see what I saw from the top of the death fast, and I do not hold up to myself or to others that perfect is my vision. But I do experience it as my clearest vision so far.
I believe you'll see in my first post terminating the death fast that I could see nothing to save. And I gave maybe six brief examples of what I meant. I sent you to that post as profoundly central to your question.
Part of what I saw from that mountain top, from the arduous climb, was that we are too dead to stand with 1 millionth of the courage, strength, speed, personal sacrifice then it will obviously take to stop Ecoside in time, which means, now. I don't deal in absolute truth. This is not academic for me. This is family for me.
What I need is sufficient truth to stand on for the next moments of battle. No offense to anyone, including my clueless, insanely in denial - of all history, criminally so, McKibben. But the only person I see for years with the remotest idea of the price, the obvious price, of stopping ecoside, is Diane Wilson. And this is central to what I said in that first post. When a species can't begin to recognize danger and stand up it is already dead and there's nothing left to save.
2 final things from this computer cripple.
Death fast is the weapon, and the only weapon, capable of starting the fire in 2013. And if the fire doesn't start in 2013 it's too late.
1 old, weird, unknown, discredited guy, could only throw away his life better spent to try and create life boats for the future.
But the second that old guy saw 10 determined young people, determined to start the fire with death fast, I would join them that second if they wanted me.
If you find my posts worth reading seriously I'll consider it a sacred Honor to reply to your specific questions.
***** full loving is full success. Partial loving is Full failure. This truth has rocketed to profound centrality in my understanding of living ,helping , serving, psychological health.
* full loving is full success. Partial loving is Full failure. This truth has rocketed to profound centrality in my understanding of living, helping , serving, psychological health. Where is simply nothing else in our control. But we are such miraculous creatures that when as we are designed to do, we are purely and unconditionally loving, we are miraculous, unspeakably powerful, instruments of healing, creation, health.
For the price I, we, just paid...
I pray with all my heart that you follow my blog very very closely now. For the price I, we, just paid, I've been given much clearer vision as to what and where the fight is. If you have not, I fervently encourage you to subscribe to my blog. But it is up to you.
4.29.2013
For the price I, we, just paid...
I pray with all my heart that you follow my blog very very closely now. For the price I, we, just paid, I've been given much clearer vision as to what and where the fight is. If you have not, I fervently encourage you to subscribe to my blog. But it is up to you
For the next two to three weeks I'll be hobbled because the laptop will be in for repair. This is providential. I'll devote myself to study of the great practitioners of successfully converting others to the spirit of loving. Aside from Jesus, who has done it well? And even Jesus, how many converts? I'll have to study the best of the failures.
For the next two to three weeks I'll be hobbled because the laptop will be in for repair. This is providential. I'll devote myself to study of the great practitioners of successfully converting others to the spirit of loving. Aside from Jesus, who has done it well? And even Jesus, how many converts to pure loving ? I'll have to study the best of the failures.
I am much more deadly serious now than ever. The world situation is more dead serious then I realized. We have made ourselves into, with religious, capitalistic, fervor, radically malignant cancer to our brothers, sisters, and creation. Or as Native Americans have been saying since coming of the white man, ' cannibals of life' we have maniacally become.
I am much more deadly serious now than ever. The world situation is more dead serious then I realized. We have made ourselves into, with religious, capitalistic, clinically addicted, fervor - radically malignant cancer to our brothers, sisters, and creation. Or as Native Americans have been saying since coming of the white man, ' cannibals of life' we have maniacally become.
Who would say: let the dead bury the dead?!
General in battle would. A first responder in an emergency would. A loving parent fighting for the mental health of their child would. A brother desperately fighting to free his brother from addiction would. Jesus did. I do, now that I see the only salvation for some of those 200 billion we are condemning to ecoside is the psychological heaven of near pure loving.
Gandhi: learn as though you would live for ever. Live as though you would die tomorrow.
Gandhi: learn as though you would live for ever. Live as though you would die tomorrow.
4.28.2013
***** In terminating the death fast I have despair not joy.
I so wanted to believe that the future could be saved. I closed my ears to the greatest of all, Jesus. For so many years. The gate is narrow few will enter in.
He was not correct because he was Jesus he was correct because he was the greatest sear we've seen.
But he did not quit, but rather he fought for the individual revolution of loving. He found it worth one by one trying to save the one in a million from the hell of the fleshly life. I shall use every remaining breath to try and do the same.
I am tempted to feel like a failure. I am tempted to feel defeated.
But I am only defeated if I fail to face the truth.
I may want to save 200 billion, but if that's not possible yet I still try, then I failed the one, or two, or three who I might have saved by redirecting my efforts.
And this I believe I will do now.
Death fast terminated. I see nothing left to save..
i dont see anything to save. our heartlesness? our fleshworship? our cruel rapatios plundering western culture? we walkjng dead flesheating zomdies? oh malala diane wilson.... imean ihave heakthy tissue in my body but should it be saved? no. more when i can get to a full keyboard. we are an unmitigated scurge blivht on creation. we laugh at repenting. gaia will exterminate us now and this is right and just.
4.25.2013
Cooling on Warming. New York Times
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nd 'EDF D324/19/4 [This never occurred to me before] How many more need to suffer and die before others wake up and Stand for their Children, and Grandchildren? Ever see "High Noon," Gary Cooper?' Loving
nd 'EDF D324/19/4 [This never occurred to me before] How many more need to suffer and die before others wake up and Stand for their Children, and Grandchildren? Ever see "High Noon," Gary Cooper?' Loving
nd 'D324/20/4 Homeless Vet Last night: "I know you can't talk (vow)... We here on the street have huge respect for you. You Stand for Humanity, rather than live it up on some cushy job you could have running some company...' Loving (paraphrase)
nd 'D324/20/4 Homeless Vet Last night: "I know you can't talk (vow)... We here on the street have huge respect for you. You Stand for Humanity, rather than live it up on some cushy job you could have running some company...' Loving (paraphrase)
Climate denial is greatest threat to the economy. phillyBurbs.com
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The 2006 Stern Review, the first thorough study on the economics of climate change,
had this to say: “The benefits of strong, early action considerably
outweigh the costs ... Each tonne (metric ton) of CO2 we emit causes
damages worth at least $85, but ...
4.24.2013
nd 'Wed 04.24.13 D323/18/3 I expect tomorrow, till 4:30pm will be my last moments online. The fighting needed of me there is done. It is all Prayer, work of the Soul, now. Time for others to be using the internet and solar weapons I've used.' Loving
nd 'Wed 04.24.13 D323/18/3 I expect tomorrow, till 4:30pm will be my last moments online. The fighting needed of me there is done. It is all Prayer, work of the Soul, now. Time for others to be using the internet and solar weapons I've used.' Loving
nd 'NOTICE: D323/18/3: Unexpected, unfinished 'business' necessitated that I take minimal calories and liquids over the last week - resolving issues so valued co-warriors and friends would not be burdened. Hence, I've severely revised my start dates and revisions conservatively - see clock at left.' Loving
nd 'NOTICE: Unexpected, unfinished 'business' necessitated that I take minimal calories and liquids over the last week - resolving issues so valued co-warriors and friends would not be burdened. Hence, I've severely revised my start dates and revisions conservatively - see clock at left.' Loving
"This man [Loving] will be missed... Why do the good ones have to go early? (my reply...)
EDF From an acquaintance on FB, who has been kind to me. My reply:
"All evidence to the contrary. I have been completely and totally dis-missed - no impact of any consequence on anyone or anything.
That isn't my business. Making the attempt has been my business, and Creation knows I've given it my best and done one hell of a job.
However, I've done it in the equivalent of a grave yard, a sobriety counselor in a bar, a heart surgeon in a morgue. No, I will NOT be missed, as in life I was totally DIS-missed. Fact. I am not bitter about it. I've done my part.
But that's the fact."
"All evidence to the contrary. I have been completely and totally dis-missed - no impact of any consequence on anyone or anything.
That isn't my business. Making the attempt has been my business, and Creation knows I've given it my best and done one hell of a job.
However, I've done it in the equivalent of a grave yard, a sobriety counselor in a bar, a heart surgeon in a morgue. No, I will NOT be missed, as in life I was totally DIS-missed. Fact. I am not bitter about it. I've done my part.
But that's the fact."
nd 04.24.13 'D324/18/3 I'm in Very Good Shape today. I've moved into my final phase, psychologically and mentally, 'letting go' of final details, while still managing them. It is all good. I was drowning in taking on more than I can handle. Today, just right.' Loving
nd 'D324/18/3 I'm in Very Good Shape today. I've moved into my final phase, psychologically and mentally, 'letting go' of final details, while still managing them. It is all good. I was drowning in taking on more than I can handle. Today, just right.' Loving
4.23.2013
***** D323/18/3 'NO ALARM folks, just a head's up - I don't know how gracefully (not very) I'll shut down by Thursday... (detail)
D323/18/3 'NO ALARM folks, just a head's up - I don't know how gracefully (not very) I'll shut down by Thursday, or tomorrow...
I just spoke to a couple that approached, broke the vow thoughtlessly, of silence - no biggie, but is a lapse that points to something bigger - I'm losing it - too much going on, I'm taking on too much logistically - have to let things go, so I can do the part that only I'm called to begin, now.
For Gandhi, fast, hunger strike, was itself a full time challenge - I'm better than He? I wish.
[Warning - wordy, very hastily worded, error prone post following - see my point? I'm way too stretched now....]
I'm still ok physically, and mentally, and Spiritually, but I'm wearing down,
and the BIG THING, I can't keep stretching between the two worlds -
The world of active living, creating, doing, blogging, uploading, posting, problem-solving (distributing my few posessions, tools, to the few warriors I see, and some true personal Friends) - and the Spiritual World and Work of Soul Force.
I can't stretch that far any longer. I must move into the final phase, and stop trying to do both - on to full-time Soul Force, mine, then to the Soul of others.
And, I can move on, and I will. If others step up just a little, it will work. I Love them either way. I've worked really hard to do every detail I could. You are never obligated by anything I do, but I will leave a vacuum, and I could leave a mess, but I've tried hard to make it as easy, neat and clean on those that remain, as I can. I've done my best, but I have to move to the final phase now.
There is a small circle that kindly will collect my few belongings, bequeathals, mostly tomorrow afternoon. I've had a repair situation with Dell, complicated, and that is close to resolved, but not quite. A small circle can coordinate, jump in and make it all happen, if they want. But pretty soon, hours now,, I just can't any more, regardless of what happens. I can't. Too much for me now. I have a different job, specific mission, that is demanding everything I am, everything I have to give, to do well, effectively, with Promise and Hope.
What am I saying? I can feel myself letting go of the 'normal' world, not in a destructive way - just physical and mental limits - secondarily as I degrade under the net-zero cal, fluids intake deficits, more so as I move to the biggest Spiritual Operation I've ever attempted, and frankly (you get to howl with laughter), the most important, biggest, most consequential Spiritual Operation undertaken since, well Jesus.
Yes, He was who He is, and I'm not. But that doesn't change the need. The need, well, He saw where we'd be, at the edge of the cliff, in 2000 YEARS, if we didn't awaken and put back in charge, our Soul.
OK, but I see that we now have 2000 HOURS, maybe, to awaken the Soul, the cold, dead, massively in affloholic denial Soul of enough American's - first a few pioneers, but then quickly some decent folks in the center, to radically stand, giving Pr. Obama the spark plug he REQUIRES to not only do his part, but more importantly, for it to prevail and survive through the mid-term elections, and 2016.
It is entirely doable, and NO ONE, VIRTUALLY NO ONE IS WAKING UP TO THE TOTAL LIFE DEDICATION, TOTAL PAYING THE PRICE, A HANDFUL OF US MUST DO, CAN DO, SHOULD YYYEEEAAARRRRNNNN TO DO, NOW.
No credit to me, I see it, I want it, more than my own life, 200 billion times, but Now I have to give just the Dying-for-it stage all of my attention to be the Soul Force that all Hope depends on.
Try to forgive me, or at least understand, my limits. Please.
I just spoke to a couple that approached, broke the vow thoughtlessly, of silence - no biggie, but is a lapse that points to something bigger - I'm losing it - too much going on, I'm taking on too much logistically - have to let things go, so I can do the part that only I'm called to begin, now.
For Gandhi, fast, hunger strike, was itself a full time challenge - I'm better than He? I wish.
[Warning - wordy, very hastily worded, error prone post following - see my point? I'm way too stretched now....]
I'm still ok physically, and mentally, and Spiritually, but I'm wearing down,
and the BIG THING, I can't keep stretching between the two worlds -
The world of active living, creating, doing, blogging, uploading, posting, problem-solving (distributing my few posessions, tools, to the few warriors I see, and some true personal Friends) - and the Spiritual World and Work of Soul Force.
I can't stretch that far any longer. I must move into the final phase, and stop trying to do both - on to full-time Soul Force, mine, then to the Soul of others.
And, I can move on, and I will. If others step up just a little, it will work. I Love them either way. I've worked really hard to do every detail I could. You are never obligated by anything I do, but I will leave a vacuum, and I could leave a mess, but I've tried hard to make it as easy, neat and clean on those that remain, as I can. I've done my best, but I have to move to the final phase now.
There is a small circle that kindly will collect my few belongings, bequeathals, mostly tomorrow afternoon. I've had a repair situation with Dell, complicated, and that is close to resolved, but not quite. A small circle can coordinate, jump in and make it all happen, if they want. But pretty soon, hours now,, I just can't any more, regardless of what happens. I can't. Too much for me now. I have a different job, specific mission, that is demanding everything I am, everything I have to give, to do well, effectively, with Promise and Hope.
What am I saying? I can feel myself letting go of the 'normal' world, not in a destructive way - just physical and mental limits - secondarily as I degrade under the net-zero cal, fluids intake deficits, more so as I move to the biggest Spiritual Operation I've ever attempted, and frankly (you get to howl with laughter), the most important, biggest, most consequential Spiritual Operation undertaken since, well Jesus.
Yes, He was who He is, and I'm not. But that doesn't change the need. The need, well, He saw where we'd be, at the edge of the cliff, in 2000 YEARS, if we didn't awaken and put back in charge, our Soul.
OK, but I see that we now have 2000 HOURS, maybe, to awaken the Soul, the cold, dead, massively in affloholic denial Soul of enough American's - first a few pioneers, but then quickly some decent folks in the center, to radically stand, giving Pr. Obama the spark plug he REQUIRES to not only do his part, but more importantly, for it to prevail and survive through the mid-term elections, and 2016.
It is entirely doable, and NO ONE, VIRTUALLY NO ONE IS WAKING UP TO THE TOTAL LIFE DEDICATION, TOTAL PAYING THE PRICE, A HANDFUL OF US MUST DO, CAN DO, SHOULD YYYEEEAAARRRRNNNN TO DO, NOW.
No credit to me, I see it, I want it, more than my own life, 200 billion times, but Now I have to give just the Dying-for-it stage all of my attention to be the Soul Force that all Hope depends on.
Try to forgive me, or at least understand, my limits. Please.
nd 'Thursday afternoon I expect to be leaving the cyber world for Good. No more need of computer or solar power, and quickly losing ability to physically deal with them. Time for Prayer, Meditation, Study, Dying to Awaken the Soul of Humanity... BEING a Prayer for the Soul of Humanity. What we ALL need to be, NOW.' Loving
nd 'Thursday afternoon I expect to be leaving the cyber world for Good. No more need of computer or solar power, and quickly losing ability to physically deal with them. Time for Prayer, Meditation, Study, Dying to Awaken the Soul of Humanity... BEING a Prayer for the Soul of Humanity. What we ALL need to be, NOW.' Loving
nd 'From my Cree Sister, Blueskywoman: "I want you to know something, from that day I seen you on that street, I knew you were real , a warrior of the Rainbow Warrior- a warrior of God." I Pray, for our sake, she is correct.' Loving
nd 'From my Cree Sister, Blueskywoman: "I want you to know something, from that day I seen you on that street, I knew you were real , a warrior of the Rainbow Warrior- a warrior of God." I Pray, for our sake, she is correct.' Loving
DAMN. FBI TOP 10 - I SPOKE WITH HIM MANY, MANY, MANY HOURS, AT WH VIGIL -
Nicaragua nabs US most-wanted child porn suspect
Yes, I knew NOTHING of his background. Nothing.
Brilliant, many gifts of the spirit, deeply mentally troubled - to not be so in this society is clinically crazy.
D323, D18, D3 (Rollback): Deeply SACRED exchange with a Deeply Brave Brother, a JW, not heard from in years....
SACRED exchange with a Deeply Brave Brother, a JW, not heard from in years.... I'm Deeply Moved, Deeply touched by this man's note below - by the Courage of Him, Reaching Soooooo Far, from His Belief System, to mine, mine being one in which he sees some of his own, despite the JW gap. I can only look in wonder and awe at Him, my brother J -
"Hello Start [ :-) Uh, J, it's 'Loving.']
I know that it has been a long time since we last spoke but I just wanted to say hello. I am not even sure if you will be receiving emails anymore but I hope that this one reaches you.
Even though I haven't wrote, I have been following your blogs and it seems to me that this will be your last shot to try to get people to understand the situation that the human family is in. The term "Death Fast" has such a "finality" sound to it.
I believe you know what my thoughts are on these fasts that you do, but once again I stand in awe at your perseverance. For years you have done everything that you can think of, and more, to open people's eyes to the environmental catastrophe that we are heading toward.
The Apostle Paul also went way above the "call of duty" in his life's course. Just prior to being put to death, he wrote "I have fought the fine fight. I have run the course to the finish. I have observed the faith." He could confidently say that, and although he was not serving for a reward of some type, certainly Jehovah rewarded him nonetheless.
You also my friend, have fought a fine battle. I personally know few, if any, who have put as much effort into what they believe as you do. Although we might have differences of "beliefs", the principle is the same. You do not serve for a reward, but I have no doubts that, come what may, Jehovah will reward your efforts nonetheless.
Here in Italy, most of our ministry has been among African refugees that were working in Libya when the war broke out a few years back. The "fortunate" ones were literally put on a leaky boat at gun point with the clothes on their backs by the Gaddafi government and pushed out into the Mediterranean. The unfortunate never made it that far. Their stories would break your heart. The way they were treated here by the Italian "corruption machine" was better, but still unacceptable.
The "humanitarian" agencies here, made a pile of money, packed these men and woman away like sardines in dirty little apartments, and as soon as the UN money ran out, they were finally given documents and a small financial incentive to leave the country. Most of them have.
We are part of a small English congregation here (21 members including children) but we have about 40 coming to our meetings. It appears that neither your work nor mine is finished yet.
If you have the time here is a link to just some of the disaster relief that JW's have been involved in during the past 12 months.
http://www.jw.org/en/news/by-region/world/disaster-relief/
So, until we meet again, be assured that our thoughts and our love is with you.
J and M
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My Reply:
"You've come to my mind from time to time J, and few do, my brothers and sisters
all, because in few do I find even a shadow left of the Creator. In you I did, and with this
Courageous [a sure indicator of Creator's presence] note from you, that there is
of the Creator aLive in you is indisputable. You've touched my Heart, Stroked it
with Kindness, and Encouragement, and most of all, given me Hope that indeed
There is another, or two, Fighting for Agape, Universal, Unconditional
Family, the Only Possible Revolution, the one we've never tried since we continued the Hourly, Second by Second Crucifixion of Jesus and His Teachings since
1800 years ago.
You bring to mind my most treasured Revelation of the last several months. I'm
sure of this, tho there maybe no one else that could see it. Oh, how we've twisted
and perverted, mutilated, this most central of Jesus Gifts to us. You and I both
know what we've been told He said. NO, THIS is what He said, and I paraphrase:
"DO THIS IN MEMORY OF ME: GIVE YOUR FLESH THAT OUR GLOBAL NEEDIEST
MIGHT EAT. GIVE THE VERY LAST DROP OF YOUR BLOOD SO OUR GLOBAL NEEDIEST
MIGHT HAVE LIFE! DO THIS FOR THE INFINITE JOY, PASSION, PEACE OF HEART,
LOVING - HEAVEN - IN THIS LIFE - THAT IT IS TO YOU, TO DO SO!!!! DO THIS IN
REMEMBRANCE OF ME."
J, it is not possible that I could have a Greater
Reward than the one I have, experience, Live...every
second, every breath, these last 13 years or so of total Devotion to the Path,
Service, from the Soul, in Solidarity with my Global Neediest Family.
Believe me, more Joy is not possible. Impossible.
Except, I'd trade it all for an infinite number of infinite life sentences
in a fictitious or Real, Hell on Earth, to Save our next 200 billion children from
the Hell on Earth we're NEEDLESSLY casting them into.
J, M, rest in peace that Jehovah HAS Blest me, Infinitely, every breath for 13 years now.
And with different words and understandings, I have the sense and Joy that SheHeIt
is Blessing you two with some of the same, and I'm sooooooo boundlessly Happy about that.
With Boundless Love, and Wonder at you, Loving
ps: Young Scott Montgomery (search my blog) is a Glorious Soul, giving his body
and blood for the neediest in Africa. He told me recently of a young co-worker who was dying
because he was a JW and unable therefore to accept a transfusion. Huh? No, this is
anti-Christ, anti- the Spirit of Loving. This is Not the Will of Jehovah. This is the Will of Man,
the creation of man."
"Hello Start [ :-) Uh, J, it's 'Loving.']
I know that it has been a long time since we last spoke but I just wanted to say hello. I am not even sure if you will be receiving emails anymore but I hope that this one reaches you.
Even though I haven't wrote, I have been following your blogs and it seems to me that this will be your last shot to try to get people to understand the situation that the human family is in. The term "Death Fast" has such a "finality" sound to it.
I believe you know what my thoughts are on these fasts that you do, but once again I stand in awe at your perseverance. For years you have done everything that you can think of, and more, to open people's eyes to the environmental catastrophe that we are heading toward.
The Apostle Paul also went way above the "call of duty" in his life's course. Just prior to being put to death, he wrote "I have fought the fine fight. I have run the course to the finish. I have observed the faith." He could confidently say that, and although he was not serving for a reward of some type, certainly Jehovah rewarded him nonetheless.
You also my friend, have fought a fine battle. I personally know few, if any, who have put as much effort into what they believe as you do. Although we might have differences of "beliefs", the principle is the same. You do not serve for a reward, but I have no doubts that, come what may, Jehovah will reward your efforts nonetheless.
Here in Italy, most of our ministry has been among African refugees that were working in Libya when the war broke out a few years back. The "fortunate" ones were literally put on a leaky boat at gun point with the clothes on their backs by the Gaddafi government and pushed out into the Mediterranean. The unfortunate never made it that far. Their stories would break your heart. The way they were treated here by the Italian "corruption machine" was better, but still unacceptable.
The "humanitarian" agencies here, made a pile of money, packed these men and woman away like sardines in dirty little apartments, and as soon as the UN money ran out, they were finally given documents and a small financial incentive to leave the country. Most of them have.
We are part of a small English congregation here (21 members including children) but we have about 40 coming to our meetings. It appears that neither your work nor mine is finished yet.
If you have the time here is a link to just some of the disaster relief that JW's have been involved in during the past 12 months.
http://www.jw.org/en/news/by-region/world/disaster-relief/
So, until we meet again, be assured that our thoughts and our love is with you.
J and M
--------------
My Reply:
"You've come to my mind from time to time J, and few do, my brothers and sisters
all, because in few do I find even a shadow left of the Creator. In you I did, and with this
Courageous [a sure indicator of Creator's presence] note from you, that there is
of the Creator aLive in you is indisputable. You've touched my Heart, Stroked it
with Kindness, and Encouragement, and most of all, given me Hope that indeed
There is another, or two, Fighting for Agape, Universal, Unconditional
Family, the Only Possible Revolution, the one we've never tried since we continued the Hourly, Second by Second Crucifixion of Jesus and His Teachings since
1800 years ago.
You bring to mind my most treasured Revelation of the last several months. I'm
sure of this, tho there maybe no one else that could see it. Oh, how we've twisted
and perverted, mutilated, this most central of Jesus Gifts to us. You and I both
know what we've been told He said. NO, THIS is what He said, and I paraphrase:
"DO THIS IN MEMORY OF ME: GIVE YOUR FLESH THAT OUR GLOBAL NEEDIEST
MIGHT EAT. GIVE THE VERY LAST DROP OF YOUR BLOOD SO OUR GLOBAL NEEDIEST
MIGHT HAVE LIFE! DO THIS FOR THE INFINITE JOY, PASSION, PEACE OF HEART,
LOVING - HEAVEN - IN THIS LIFE - THAT IT IS TO YOU, TO DO SO!!!! DO THIS IN
REMEMBRANCE OF ME."
J, it is not possible that I could have a Greater
Reward than the one I have, experience, Live...every
second, every breath, these last 13 years or so of total Devotion to the Path,
Service, from the Soul, in Solidarity with my Global Neediest Family.
Believe me, more Joy is not possible. Impossible.
Except, I'd trade it all for an infinite number of infinite life sentences
in a fictitious or Real, Hell on Earth, to Save our next 200 billion children from
the Hell on Earth we're NEEDLESSLY casting them into.
J, M, rest in peace that Jehovah HAS Blest me, Infinitely, every breath for 13 years now.
And with different words and understandings, I have the sense and Joy that SheHeIt
is Blessing you two with some of the same, and I'm sooooooo boundlessly Happy about that.
With Boundless Love, and Wonder at you, Loving
ps: Young Scott Montgomery (search my blog) is a Glorious Soul, giving his body
and blood for the neediest in Africa. He told me recently of a young co-worker who was dying
because he was a JW and unable therefore to accept a transfusion. Huh? No, this is
anti-Christ, anti- the Spirit of Loving. This is Not the Will of Jehovah. This is the Will of Man,
the creation of man."
4.22.2013
nd 'Death Fast - Am I doing this Right? Were Gandhi here, he'd say, 'There is no 'right,' there is Soul Force, and no Soul Force.' I'm using, and thereby Leveraging Soul Force. I'm doing this right.' Loving
nd 'Death Fast - Am I doing this Right? Were Gandhi here, he'd say, 'There is no 'right,' there is Soul Force, and no Soul Force.' I'm using, and thereby Leveraging Soul Force. I'm doing this right.' Loving
nd ' If they ignore my wishes, Do Not Resuscitate, and Institutionalize me, Restrain, Force Fee, after some weeks and months when they tire of punishing me, see if you can get them to let me listen to my books on my mpe3?' Loving
nd ' If they ignore my wishes, Do Not Resuscitate, and Institutionalize me, Restrain, Force Fee, after some weeks and months when they tire of punishing me, see if you can get them to let me listen to my books on my tiny little mp3? The stuff from my Library?' Loving
(detail) 'From a Dear HS girl friend: "Do you want me to come and bring you back to NJ? I can take care of you ...or at least give you a place to be safe and warm and rest your head near home....? is this an option?" ... (detail)
(detail) 'From a Dear HS girl friend: "Do you want me to come and bring you back to NJ? I can take care of you ...or at least give you a place to be safe and warm and rest your head near home....? is this an option?" ... (detail)
My reply to this dear, loyal, long-suffering friend in northern NJ, who I've not seen in 35 years or more -
"Bless your heart.
Think of the most Joyful, Important moment of your Life. Would you
have wanted to be Rescued from that? Me either. :-)
You really need to try and understand - for me, for you, for Eternity's Kids.
We need to all wake up now.
It's not euphoria. It's not bliss. It's not [yet] delirium. It's, well, it's this-
Who in their right Heart, in Sanity, in Humanity would want be rescued from that? No one. Me either!
My reply to this dear, loyal, long-suffering friend in northern NJ, who I've not seen in 35 years or more -
"Bless your heart.
Think of the most Joyful, Important moment of your Life. Would you
have wanted to be Rescued from that? Me either. :-)
You really need to try and understand - for me, for you, for Eternity's Kids.
We need to all wake up now.
It's not euphoria. It's not bliss. It's not [yet] delirium. It's, well, it's this-
Who in their right Heart, in Sanity, in Humanity would want be rescued from that? No one. Me either!
(detail) D25/8 Ecocide's Death Fast: I've never before completed a Death Fast... (detail)
I am Finished.
I've never before completed a Death Fast, tho I've been on 2, or 3 in the last year. Have you? New territory for me. Yup. I'll let you do the research on my site, if you are interested, on the prior 2 or three. Weapon's tests, from which one learns, I've come to see them, and I experience them as such.
NEVER on prior, or Hunger Strikes that I thought might be terminal, NEVER, and not on this one, NEVER:
* Did I flinch
* Did I fear or want to avoid (or run to) Death
* Never did I mislead - I'm very forthcoming as to status updates (as I am in this one). This is a unique journey I'm on, as was the journey of Lewis and Clark, and clear notes are important to those who are onlookers.
* In each of those prior instances, to a degree, I did what I did because I didn't see a better way to serve, rather than a profound sense that it was EXACTLY what was needed, of me, and others; as I now experience this one.
* Every breath, I'm not a zealot, EVER; I'm a brother, a father, an uncle, of the next 200 billion kids, and 4 billion alive today. That's all. I adjust every second to the best way to Stop Ecocide from destroying them, as I am working to do now.
IN THIS DEATH FAST, unlike prior, per vlog IT'S TIME TO DIE TO AVERT ECOCIDE , it is EXACTLY clear to me that what I'm doing is near EXACTLY what 10's, 100's, 1000's of us should be doing, NOW, to Stop Ecocide - DeathFast. It is inconceivable to me that there is any basis for me to abort this without destroying all I live for, the best and only chance to save humanity from eternal ecocide. I've always been indifferent to the best way to serve, and it is crystal clear to me that I have the Joy, and the Privilege, as did Lewis and Clark, of going first. Not my business if others follow; is my business to blaze the Path I Gratefully see.
LOL, but I get a last request!!! Every condemned man does! LOL!
(I shall miss these little guys)
Yesterday was a 19 hour work day - tying up all the loose ends for other fighters, that they might benefit from what meager, but powerful tools I've assempled and used - computer, software, warranty's, billing arrangements, solar panels, solar batteries, backup disks.... And protecting friends from as much inconvenience downstream as possible.
No one in this city has worked harder, cept Barack, and more exhaustively than I, day in and day out these last 4 weeks. I've reported that on occasion I've accepted minor calories and even minor fluids to offset what you aren't supposed to do on Fast, Hunger Strike, etc - strenuously exert. Shooting for, and achieving a "net zero" calories, or "net zero" fluid intake. My weak, tired, depleted body says I'm succeeding.
Well, other than some, final, easy blog work tomorrow, and transferring books to my mp3 player to fill my mind on my final days, I'm DONE. What isn't done, others will have to deal with (I hope they do, and will). Everyone is now in process of being supported with my equipment. Of potential game-changing impact - the *** UNIVERSITY, LIBRARY, OF UNVIOLENT REVOLUTION - AGAPE **** is complete and by broadcasting all night long, and securing the power to do so, it is reasonably well seeded, as best I can do. My Start Loving blog is updated, cleaned a bit, more searchable. Tomorrow a little updating and work on STOPPING ECOCIDE, Tracking Plan B.
SO, I'M GOING TO A CHINESE PLACE I KNOW (Cathy and I went there once, and Brian and I once) FOR A BOWL OF HOT AND SOUR SOUP, SO I'M CLEAR HEADED GOING INTO MY FINAL DAYS. AGAPE.
I do NOT do this to slow things down. I do it despite that. I'm just going to indulge my Fleshly Spirit this once, and Give my Soul that tiny rest before the last leg here.
AND MOST OF ALL, I WANT TO HAVE MY BEARINGS, A STRONG (WELL, STRONGER THAN OTHERWISE) JUMPING OFF POINT FOR THIS LAST PHASE, UNKNOWN TERRITORY FOR ME, AND BY VIRTUE OF THAT, LIKELY TO BE A BIT CHALLENGING, AND I THINK IT WISE TO BE A TAD MORE PHYSICALLY READY FOR THE TASK. SO, A BOWL OF SOUP - HOT, AND SOUR.
I'll roll back days to avoid erroneous read-outs from D25/8 to D20/4 starting tomorrow.
Now, I am Finished, It is All but Finished, my part.
I've never before completed a Death Fast, tho I've been on 2, or 3 in the last year. Have you? New territory for me. Yup. I'll let you do the research on my site, if you are interested, on the prior 2 or three. Weapon's tests, from which one learns, I've come to see them, and I experience them as such.
NEVER on prior, or Hunger Strikes that I thought might be terminal, NEVER, and not on this one, NEVER:
* Did I flinch
* Did I fear or want to avoid (or run to) Death
* Never did I mislead - I'm very forthcoming as to status updates (as I am in this one). This is a unique journey I'm on, as was the journey of Lewis and Clark, and clear notes are important to those who are onlookers.
* In each of those prior instances, to a degree, I did what I did because I didn't see a better way to serve, rather than a profound sense that it was EXACTLY what was needed, of me, and others; as I now experience this one.
* Every breath, I'm not a zealot, EVER; I'm a brother, a father, an uncle, of the next 200 billion kids, and 4 billion alive today. That's all. I adjust every second to the best way to Stop Ecocide from destroying them, as I am working to do now.
IN THIS DEATH FAST, unlike prior, per vlog IT'S TIME TO DIE TO AVERT ECOCIDE , it is EXACTLY clear to me that what I'm doing is near EXACTLY what 10's, 100's, 1000's of us should be doing, NOW, to Stop Ecocide - DeathFast. It is inconceivable to me that there is any basis for me to abort this without destroying all I live for, the best and only chance to save humanity from eternal ecocide. I've always been indifferent to the best way to serve, and it is crystal clear to me that I have the Joy, and the Privilege, as did Lewis and Clark, of going first. Not my business if others follow; is my business to blaze the Path I Gratefully see.
LOL, but I get a last request!!! Every condemned man does! LOL!
(I shall miss these little guys) Yesterday was a 19 hour work day - tying up all the loose ends for other fighters, that they might benefit from what meager, but powerful tools I've assempled and used - computer, software, warranty's, billing arrangements, solar panels, solar batteries, backup disks.... And protecting friends from as much inconvenience downstream as possible.
No one in this city has worked harder, cept Barack, and more exhaustively than I, day in and day out these last 4 weeks. I've reported that on occasion I've accepted minor calories and even minor fluids to offset what you aren't supposed to do on Fast, Hunger Strike, etc - strenuously exert. Shooting for, and achieving a "net zero" calories, or "net zero" fluid intake. My weak, tired, depleted body says I'm succeeding.
Well, other than some, final, easy blog work tomorrow, and transferring books to my mp3 player to fill my mind on my final days, I'm DONE. What isn't done, others will have to deal with (I hope they do, and will). Everyone is now in process of being supported with my equipment. Of potential game-changing impact - the *** UNIVERSITY, LIBRARY, OF UNVIOLENT REVOLUTION - AGAPE **** is complete and by broadcasting all night long, and securing the power to do so, it is reasonably well seeded, as best I can do. My Start Loving blog is updated, cleaned a bit, more searchable. Tomorrow a little updating and work on STOPPING ECOCIDE, Tracking Plan B.
SO, I'M GOING TO A CHINESE PLACE I KNOW (Cathy and I went there once, and Brian and I once) FOR A BOWL OF HOT AND SOUR SOUP, SO I'M CLEAR HEADED GOING INTO MY FINAL DAYS. AGAPE.
I do NOT do this to slow things down. I do it despite that. I'm just going to indulge my Fleshly Spirit this once, and Give my Soul that tiny rest before the last leg here.
AND MOST OF ALL, I WANT TO HAVE MY BEARINGS, A STRONG (WELL, STRONGER THAN OTHERWISE) JUMPING OFF POINT FOR THIS LAST PHASE, UNKNOWN TERRITORY FOR ME, AND BY VIRTUE OF THAT, LIKELY TO BE A BIT CHALLENGING, AND I THINK IT WISE TO BE A TAD MORE PHYSICALLY READY FOR THE TASK. SO, A BOWL OF SOUP - HOT, AND SOUR.
I'll roll back days to avoid erroneous read-outs from D25/8 to D20/4 starting tomorrow.
Now, I am Finished, It is All but Finished, my part.
"How are you doing, Loving?" EDF D25, D8 - From my Dear, Working to Become Christ-like Friend Bonnie. My reply...
LOL, why do you ask? Do I give you some reason to think I've stepped
away from the Utter, Complete, Absolute, Divine Heaven which is, in
Remembrance of Him, every breath, JOYFULLY - Giving my Body, Giving my
Blood for Our Global Neediest, as did He? ((((((HUGS)))))
Her reply:
"Thanks for your encouragement, Loving. Your passion is contagious"
AND WHAT COULD BE TOLD ME THAT WOULD BE MORE ENCOURAGING THAN THAT?!??!!?
"Your passion is contagious" ????
AND THAT, BEING CONTAGIOUS LOVING PASSION - THAT'S THE UNVIOLENT REVOLUTION, OUR ONLY HOPE.
Thanks for that Bonnie.
Her reply:
"Thanks for your encouragement, Loving. Your passion is contagious"
AND WHAT COULD BE TOLD ME THAT WOULD BE MORE ENCOURAGING THAN THAT?!??!!?
"Your passion is contagious" ????
AND THAT, BEING CONTAGIOUS LOVING PASSION - THAT'S THE UNVIOLENT REVOLUTION, OUR ONLY HOPE.
Thanks for that Bonnie.
D25/8 From my Beloved, Wise, Kind, Brave, Cree Sister: "Its never too late to change your mind, pls know that..what if its God's way?" My reply...
And why, dear sister, with the next 1000 generations all by condemned to Hell-Earth, with the next 200 billion children, all of creation being determined in these hours, why, WHY, WHY... would I want to change my mind?
nd EDF D25/8 '2 Fates worse than Death: 1. [most likely for me] Month's, Years, Incarcerated, Institutionalized, Restrained physically, Force Fed; 2. INFINITELY WORSE THAN DEATH, [unlikely for ME], Losing my Sanity, Humanity, Decency, Life, Loving, SOUL...and Pulling Back from Dying, NOW, so Our next 200 Billion Kids have Home Earth, Not the all but certain now HELL-Earth.' Loving
nd EDF D25/8 '2 Fates worse than Death:
1. [most likely for me] Month's, Years, Incarcerated, Institutionalized, Restrained physically, Force Fed;
2. INFINITELY WORSE THAN DEATH, [unlikely for ME], Losing my Sanity, Humanity, Decency, Life, Loving, SOUL...and Pulling Back from Dying, NOW, so Our next 200 Billion Kids have Home Earth, Not the all but certain now HELL-Earth.' Loving
1. [most likely for me] Month's, Years, Incarcerated, Institutionalized, Restrained physically, Force Fed;
2. INFINITELY WORSE THAN DEATH, [unlikely for ME], Losing my Sanity, Humanity, Decency, Life, Loving, SOUL...and Pulling Back from Dying, NOW, so Our next 200 Billion Kids have Home Earth, Not the all but certain now HELL-Earth.' Loving
4.21.2013
World's Most Crucial Book 2: "RESURRECTING YOUR UNVIOLENT WARRIOR 2.0 PERSONAL TRAINER
15 Fuel Rods to Power the Resurrection of Home, Earth, Stop Ecocide
Pls, scroll down, for 15 Fuel Rods vid. You'll see it.
I'M DYING 4 U 2 C 4 THINGS, below -
#1. D22, D5 0 Fluids [MLK Jr Intro] - Time to Die to Avert Ecocide. Now. NOW.
#2. AVERTING ECOCIDE 2.0 NASA'S JAMES HANSEN
#3. 15 Fuel Rods to Power the Resurrection of Earth
#4
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#1. D22, D5 0 Fluids [MLK Jr Intro] - Time to Die to Avert Ecocide. Now. NOW.
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Graphics THANKS to HopeForPeaceNow, below 2 vids.
Watch, all 3, DEEPLY, won't you? Share? SHARE???
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#2. AVERTING ECOCIDE 2.0 NASA'S JAMES HANSEN http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=_Byte3Nd2z8
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#3. 15 Fuel Rods to Power the Resurrection of Earth
#4
I'M DYING 4 U 2 C 4 THINGS, below -
#1. D22, D5 0 Fluids [MLK Jr Intro] - Time to Die to Avert Ecocide. Now. NOW.
#2. AVERTING ECOCIDE 2.0 NASA'S JAMES HANSEN
#3. 15 Fuel Rods to Power the Resurrection of Earth
#4
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#1. D22, D5 0 Fluids [MLK Jr Intro] - Time to Die to Avert Ecocide. Now. NOW.
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Graphics THANKS to HopeForPeaceNow, below 2 vids.
Watch, all 3, DEEPLY, won't you? Share? SHARE???
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#2. AVERTING ECOCIDE 2.0 NASA'S JAMES HANSEN http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=_Byte3Nd2z8
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#3. 15 Fuel Rods to Power the Resurrection of Earth
#4
Dying 4 u 2 c AVERTING ECOCIDE 2.0 NASA'S JAMES HANSEN
#2. AVERTING ECOCIDE 2.0 NASA'S JAMES HANSEN http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=_Byte3Nd2z8
And, I'M DYING 4 U 2 C 4 THINGS, below -
#1. D22, D5 0 Fluids [MLK Jr Intro] - Time to Die to Avert Ecocide. Now. NOW.
#2. AVERTING ECOCIDE 2.0 NASA'S JAMES HANSEN
#3. 15 Fuel Rods to Power the Resurrection of Earth
#4
#1. D22, D5 0 Fluids [MLK Jr Intro] - Time to Die to Avert Ecocide. Now. NOW.
Graphics THANKS to HopeForPeaceNow, below 2 vids.
Watch, all 3, DEEPLY, won't you? Share? SHARE???
#2. AVERTING ECOCIDE 2.0 NASA'S JAMES HANSEN http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=_Byte3Nd2z8
#3. 15 Fuel Rods to Power the Resurrection of Earth
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZRa6r1a7wGA&feature=player_embedded
#4
And, I'M DYING 4 U 2 C 4 THINGS, below -
#1. D22, D5 0 Fluids [MLK Jr Intro] - Time to Die to Avert Ecocide. Now. NOW.
#2. AVERTING ECOCIDE 2.0 NASA'S JAMES HANSEN
#3. 15 Fuel Rods to Power the Resurrection of Earth
#4
#1. D22, D5 0 Fluids [MLK Jr Intro] - Time to Die to Avert Ecocide. Now. NOW.
Graphics THANKS to HopeForPeaceNow, below 2 vids.
Watch, all 3, DEEPLY, won't you? Share? SHARE???
#2. AVERTING ECOCIDE 2.0 NASA'S JAMES HANSEN http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=_Byte3Nd2z8
#3. 15 Fuel Rods to Power the Resurrection of Earth
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZRa6r1a7wGA&feature=player_embedded
#4
nd 'Ecocide's DeathFast - All my avatar wants to do now, is sleep. D7 net zero Liquids; D24 net zero calories.' Loving
nd 'Ecocide's DeathFast - All my avatar wants to do now, is sleep. D7 net zero Liquids; D24 net zero calories.' Loving
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